Omg I NEED cock

ok what im about to write is 100% the truth , 7/1/ 21 , i always knew i was different , i have had ton of females in my life , but i always wonder what it would feel like to be with another guy , i started used different objects , so i knew how good that felt , a much old man moved into our town , twice my age , he was gay , openly , he set his sights on me as soon as we met , i was with my girl friend and she was sitting in the car and i was walking out of where he worked and he was following me to the car , when i got in the car she said to me he wants your ass , he never took his eyes off it , well he tried for years , well i went to his house drunk , and gave in , and he took my virginity that night , it was the most amazing feeling , it felt so big , and so warm , then after a while he said that he was going make me his , and then he pushed really hard in me and moan and `just laid there on top of me catching `his breath , then i realized he came in side of me , he got off , i got dressed and left quickly , then he started grooming me , i shaved for him , he started buying me panties and things , this went on for a few years , anytime he wanted it i would be there spreading my legs for him

the second guy really took it to the next level

7/4/21 i miss spreading my legs for a guy , i need to get fucked , please