Dolled up babynikachu is sad today
Hi everyone, i just wanted to talk on here for a moment cause well, i love the amazing comments you all have left me and the cheerful words of encouragement.
so why not share some of my RL with you like a diary to keep posted on current events.
well i am soon to be quitting my job that pays me very little for a lot of hard work and stress it gives me for 9.50 a hour.
on top of things while i called out from work today the whole idea was to go on a date with someone i have been crushing on and they have been crushing on me all day today.
she has become my best friend but sadly she works late nights and its a warehouse job that takes a lot of her energy cause well, playing big girl tetris with heavy equipment will ware your body out with no fun bruises but bad boo boo bruises.
but sadly i think i miss understood her last night when i thought she would be coming over to pick me up and take me on a date to the river and so i got myself all dolled up.
some of you who look at my pictures might see i dont wear makeup much in them, so last night or this morning i dolled myself up for her, i was ready to be out with her, and now that she knows i have a real reason to wear diapers outside of just you know, making lewd content.
aka
i cant hold my tinkles as good as most cause i had cancer as a c***d and the chemo has made it to where i struggle holding number 1's.
it's something really tough for me to admit to people outside of people who see my content here cause well, it's RL, i am meeting them face to face instead of over the internet.
well, sadly she fell asleep on me and poor babynikachu was all dolled up waiting hand and foot for her to show up.....
it's made me kind of sad and now that the weather has turn very rainy it feels like the weather is fitting my mood right now, i am sad.
but i feel a bit better writing this out on here cause at least it is a outlet i can vent on without unwanted prying eyes from family.
i want her to be my dom so much and like a marriage proposal, it isnt something i just give away for the sake of getting my rock's off.
i want her to control me, I wanna be told when or if i cam cum, be a oral slut for her own personal use and if i don't get anything back on my wittle horn then by all means it just makes me want them more and stuck in a person torture and pleasurable hell.
i wanna buy a cage for my wee wee and give her the key as well as put a dog tag on my collar with her name on it, but i have not asked her yet because when i do i want the setting to be perfect as well as the meaning behind it worth it.
but yeah, nika is not feeling 100% today and well, i guess i'll just play some video games or something.
OOOOO
so i found a streaming platform that allows me to play games as well as be nude or in my attire for lewd eyes to watch while i kill demons or something, i'll be producing a link at some point when i get my rig set up for it and just like twitch ( minu people not knowing im in a diaper while gaming))
i'll be streaming my art or playing some games with toys and such.
well catch you all later, thank you for reading this if you made it this far and i hope you all have a better day than me.
stay safe, love yourself and hopefully, make rubbies to me or other lewd content creators on here and produce those lovely juices for me.
sincerely babynikachu
so why not share some of my RL with you like a diary to keep posted on current events.
well i am soon to be quitting my job that pays me very little for a lot of hard work and stress it gives me for 9.50 a hour.
on top of things while i called out from work today the whole idea was to go on a date with someone i have been crushing on and they have been crushing on me all day today.
she has become my best friend but sadly she works late nights and its a warehouse job that takes a lot of her energy cause well, playing big girl tetris with heavy equipment will ware your body out with no fun bruises but bad boo boo bruises.
but sadly i think i miss understood her last night when i thought she would be coming over to pick me up and take me on a date to the river and so i got myself all dolled up.
some of you who look at my pictures might see i dont wear makeup much in them, so last night or this morning i dolled myself up for her, i was ready to be out with her, and now that she knows i have a real reason to wear diapers outside of just you know, making lewd content.
aka
i cant hold my tinkles as good as most cause i had cancer as a c***d and the chemo has made it to where i struggle holding number 1's.
it's something really tough for me to admit to people outside of people who see my content here cause well, it's RL, i am meeting them face to face instead of over the internet.
well, sadly she fell asleep on me and poor babynikachu was all dolled up waiting hand and foot for her to show up.....
it's made me kind of sad and now that the weather has turn very rainy it feels like the weather is fitting my mood right now, i am sad.
but i feel a bit better writing this out on here cause at least it is a outlet i can vent on without unwanted prying eyes from family.
i want her to be my dom so much and like a marriage proposal, it isnt something i just give away for the sake of getting my rock's off.
i want her to control me, I wanna be told when or if i cam cum, be a oral slut for her own personal use and if i don't get anything back on my wittle horn then by all means it just makes me want them more and stuck in a person torture and pleasurable hell.
i wanna buy a cage for my wee wee and give her the key as well as put a dog tag on my collar with her name on it, but i have not asked her yet because when i do i want the setting to be perfect as well as the meaning behind it worth it.
but yeah, nika is not feeling 100% today and well, i guess i'll just play some video games or something.
OOOOO
so i found a streaming platform that allows me to play games as well as be nude or in my attire for lewd eyes to watch while i kill demons or something, i'll be producing a link at some point when i get my rig set up for it and just like twitch ( minu people not knowing im in a diaper while gaming))
i'll be streaming my art or playing some games with toys and such.
well catch you all later, thank you for reading this if you made it this far and i hope you all have a better day than me.
stay safe, love yourself and hopefully, make rubbies to me or other lewd content creators on here and produce those lovely juices for me.
sincerely babynikachu
4 年 前
