Religious upbringing and the taboo/forbidden

i have to admit that one of THE biggest draws/lures of wanting /craving sissy sex and being made up /made over transgender is my own personal upbringing ..being raised to absolutely believe that ANYTHING to do with crossdressing , gay sex , kink , fetish etc is absolutely preverse , taboo , forbidden etc ....it has over a life time created in me a absolute lust to give in , to seek out , to embrace ,,..and from the religious perspective ..defile myself ....YES!!! this is what i want ...the thrill that goes through my mind of enjoying everything i was raised and taught NEVER to .do (or even think about it)..well it seems its had the opposite effect ...and though i have not YET taken that final plunge i can safely say ...that the last several yrs of constant visual and mental exposure via the internet and sites like this (and many others) has fed desires that have FIRMLY taken root ..i suppose eventually this will be taken advantage of by somebody . just wanted to share these latest thoughts in this personal ongoing sexual journey of mine ...maybe others on here have (or are) experiencing similar things
发布者 viddy33
3 年 前
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Naughtynev69
Naughtynev69 2 年 前
do it
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bizmister
bizmister 3 年 前
oh I would love to take advantage of you mmmmm
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yummylickr 3 年 前
Being in the "girl mode" would make it a slam-dunk to get yourself laid!!  So, you've just got to make those arrangements, somehow, to be able to dress and feel and look feminine and sexy !!
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nikkistn787
nikkistn787 3 年 前
I can totally relate to this. When my mother caught me wearing panties she sent me to see a psychologist. Scarred me for years.
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viddy33 出版商 3 年 前
hoodoo7 : no doubt if i was in 'girl mode"  it would be easy 
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hoodoo7
hoodoo7 3 年 前
Tty to fuck a pastor. Then you will finally be in true sexual form
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viddy33 出版商 3 年 前
blisstv4u : eventually that is the goal  (though right now on this site its rather difficult to upload  pics and vids  of any kind)  but yes i know  what  i am and others should see it to ,,,i have always been turned and drawn to the exposure thing as well
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viddy33 出版商 3 年 前
yes  i have definitely  been drawn to and highly aroused by dark porn ,,epsecially  as it relates to being tempted , lured   and urged to give in and embrace  all that taboo, perverse  and decadent  (especially  the gay things  and also  femdom and the worship of Women  which i guess is strongly linked to wanting to be a Woman as well) 
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blisstv4u
blisstv4u 3 年 前
Hope we can see some pics and vids of you being a dirty little faggot.
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