SINCE THEN (Erotic poem)

SINCE THEN

by Nomxolisi Ndlangana

Now myself and I,
I’m no kiss and tell kind of gal,
But for the exception of mankind
I cannot decline the crowd’s invitation
To satisfy an already inclination
To bust this door wide open
And yes ladies and gentlemen,
Absolutely pun intended.

My story is made
for virgins still satisfied by their own hand;
For men leading with mediocrity
In such a complex situation
such as a sexual relation
For women misled by broken relationships
And stupid k**s getting hard
Hoping for an orgasmic punch,
Not realising that
Slaying a pussy perfectly hard
needs a delicate touch to maintain
the incomparable concoction
of climax, calamity, and closure.

Because ladies and gentlemen,
when you’ve done it right
God damn it
you die.
You fly dismally into the open skies
Upon which you are swallowed wide
to a white abyss of closure.

I cried.

You see for me he found me,
they always find you,
So quit looking ladies because they find you.
Hunched over a beverage to use as leverage.
No soul should be drinking vodka and Coke
He switched me to something a little less confusing
Which opened the door to what would become
the biggest, grandest score of all time.

I was now in the company of a gentleman
and my wet panties were a symptom
of the chivalry and deep scent
that ignited sex
I must have been vexed
and he must have been wearing Axe
Because just like the ad
by him I was to be had

First, he played with his eyes
He was nice, I never knew the roll of his dice.
He hit me with fire and ice,
Fucking me with words over dinner
By desert he had me past eager

I’d already worked out my plan and wanted to deliver
I just didn’t plan for his counter offers
When I drenched his pick with spit,
He spit a jibe that switched the vibe to a moaning crooner
To only hush me delicately

His hands cupped my mouth,
I licked his palm,
Between candlelit giggles and finger glides of mine
I turned into certified concubine

I wanted to taste him
completely continuously
at all angles, positions, and times
I grind he smiled
He drove for miles.
Switching gears and making every goddamn turn
He earned every head bob and joy lock
His cock clock set the time of death
Our breaths were in precise unison
And like a lady I gave in

So, he eased his soul into the depths
Of my conforming cavernous creation
Basting elation,

I was shaking. fucking shaking
And just as I took my last breath
His mouth caught the air that took me there
Held on to my bare body as my spirit left it

I cried.

And as I lay nude on that bed,
Waning under the cooling effects
of post perfect sex
He didn’t need to ask about the tears
Because he knew- like I did too
That he had just slayed this pussy

So, like a gentleman
He pecked a sweet one on my right,
Held me for a moment
Then left me to enjoy the light

And since then, I gave up late nights on the west side

I prefer down south now