Masturbation Reverie for thegirlisajezebel

(This is a script from a short masturbation scene on one of my favorite web sites. I put it here especially for xhamster contributor thisgirlisajezebel)

What If by Esther_C

Online 06 Apr 2023

Lately, I haven’t been able to stop thinking about this friend of mine. We were really close a couple of years ago, and we slept together a few times and - I don’t know, I just haven’t seen him.

We recently bumped into each other at a gig, and I just saw him and I just was like “Oh my God!” and he was like “Oh my God!”

And I don’t know but he has just gone through a break-up, and I’ve just started seeing somebody new, and it was very, very obvious anyway, that the spark was still there.

We’re such good friends, but I can’t look him in the eye, you know, well not for too long anyway, because it’s dangerous. But he was helping me move some furniture the other day, and he lives an hour away from me now, which is why we haven’t seem each other.

And we came back to his place, and we just sat in the car chatting and it just got so late that he was like,

“Do you want to come inside for a drink?”

And obviously I said yes, and we just sat all night, up until 4 a.m. just having glasses of wine and chatting and cuddling. And it just felt - I just melted into him, it felt so comfortable. And he kissed the top of my head, and it just gave me chills. I wasn’t sure if that was the wine that I wandered across with such a good friend of mine, you know, with seeing somebody new.

But all I knew was that I just felt this something that I was trying to ignore, and then it was 4 a.m. and we’re just inches away from each other’s faces now, just spooning on the couch. And he tells me I should stay, and he offers the bed or the couch and I choose the bed because I wanr a cuddle. But we’re both wearing jeans.

And we both get into bed and I can tell he was trying to be appropriate. And I was just lying there for ten seconds and I’m like

“If you’re comfortable, can we just take off our pants. Like I can’t sleep in jeans.”

And he was like “Thank God you said that! Yes, yes!”

We both take off our jeans because it’s more comfortable, and we’re just lying there in his bed and it’s just so natural that he rolls over and just spoons me. And he is so much taller than me and he just envelopes my tiny body into his. And now neither of us are wearing pants and so there’s And there’s just cotton between what I now remember from a couple of years ago to be a very, very impressive cock, and it is pressing up against me, and we’re both pretending it’s not.

And he kisses the back of my head again, and his hands are on my side. And my mind is just racing, and my heart is pumping, and I want it so bad, but I’m not sure if that’s a line that we should cross. And I know that if I just gave him the word, that he would just fucking devour me, and I want so badly to give in, and he’s trailing my bare waist and I can feel him hard pressed against my arse. And I can feel his lips on my neck and I’m still there pretending it’s just some innocent moment between two friends. But it’s two friends who want to fuck the shit out of each other.

This went on for hours, of just being as close as we could to each other without breaking that unbelievable tension. And ever since, all I can think about every day, I just get off to the thought of you know, like,

“What if I gave in to my desires, what if I grabbed his hand and I put it between my thighs and turned over and just started grinding with our clothes still half on?”

I think about him whispering in my ear that he needs me. I wish that I could just let him pull down my undies and his undies, and there wouldn’t be anything between us. And just to feel him, his cock just sliding between my lips. And I just think about him slowly inching inside me and telling me that he needs me, and finally just telling him that I need him too. And just fucking two years of tension out of each other.

God, I miss him inside me, and God, I have half a mind to drive an hour after every time I touch myself because I just want him inside me! Definitely more exciting, the fact that I probably shouldn’t because that just makes me want it more.

I left my necklace at his place and he’s going to come by to drop it off and I just hope I can maintain whatever self-control I have left, or maybe I don’t have to.

5:55

[Masturbating with glass dildo and fingers]

10:30
[Orgasm]

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