Nothing wrong with you... You've just worked out it's what both of you deserve. She for the pleasure, you because you relish the humiliation of a BBC doing what you can't.
Nothing wrong with wanting your wife to experience something she would enjoy. I want the best for my wife and try to provide her the best of everything, if that included another mans cock i would be totally happy for her to have great sex, as long as she is happy, then i am happy.
I wish mine would too. I've talked aabout it with her and she has no interest and says she never will. So as a compromise i use a huge dildo and she plays along with my fantasy.
至 twolookingforfn2 :My wife knows I want her to to that. She talks about when she is sitting on my face and laughs when my little dick spurts on my stomach without me even touching it.