The time I realized I had become a filthy sissy

I have been cross dressing since my early teenage years and sucked cock for about the same time. And been getting fucked by cock since my late teens. But when I was 22 It changed even more. I was living in Lexington, KY and had been sucking off a married guy named David for about 6 months. He would come over to my apartment when his wife Sheri was out of town working or not getting him off. Dave called me on Thursday and said Sheri was going out of town next weekend and we should plan a long day Saturday. He said he would drop something special off at my place this week. The next Friday was here and when I got home there was a box at my door. I took it in and it was a douche, bottle of lube, a lingerie body suit, blindfold, and collar and leash. That night I shaved, lotions, and cleaned up. The next day i woke up excited and around 3 Dave called and said he was on the way. Dave is a 26yo wm but darker skin around 250lbs and 6ft tall. He had a nice 7 inch cock with big balls. When Dave arrive he came in and put his bag on the table and said he had a special treat for me and took some viagra then stripped down and sat on the couch. That was my invitation and I answered by going over in front of him and sucking his cock. After about 5 minutes of sucking a stroking he gave me that heavy married load of cum that I swallowed. After I was done we sat for a while, Watching TV when he made a phone call then asked me to put in the lingerie. I put it on and came out of the bathroom and he was laying on my bed in his boxers but I could see his hard cock. As I walked closer he reached up and romantically rubbed my ass and licked my nipples. We kissed some and then he rolled me to my stomach and licked my clean lubed ass gently fingering me at the same time. We then were making out again and he said you want to try some things I passionately said yes anything. He then put the collar on my neck and snapped the leash on and blindfolded me. I could see anything and it intensified my sensitivity to everything. Dave then guided his cock to my mouth and I sucked him until he positioned me into a doggystyle and got behind me and entered my ass with his hard cock. As he fucked me I moaned in pleasure and so wanted him to keep fucking me. He then said as he was breathing hard fucking "you want more cock" I said yes and he said you some fucking more and I yelled yes I want more. That's when he stopped fucking me and heard someone one say is she ready for me and Dave said yes. He then said Tina (my crossdress name) open your mouth and I do and I felt a big soft cock touch my mouth. I opened up and started sucking this new cock and Dave poured some more lube on went back into my ass. The more I sucked the more his cock grew when he was half hard if was bigger than Dave's girth and was still growing. He was finally full hard and I could put one full hand on his shaft and still start down my throat with his cock. Not to mention about to put my jaw out of place it was so big. I was loving this dressed in lingerie, big cock in my mouth and another in my ass but thud is not the part I realized I was sissy. About 10 minutes of this they wanted to swap positions and they guide me with the leash and their hands. I am in doggy over Dave as mysterious mam got behind me and lubed my ass and his cock and went into my ass. I was surprised the extra size didn't hurt but Dave had me loosened up. I sucked Dave and got fucked for about 15 minutes when the mystery guy said flip her over I'm going to own this sissy. I was on my back as Dave pulled my legs back and felt the lube pour all over my cock, balls, and ass as he enter me and started fucking me slowly . This was the first time I had every been fucked in missionary style Dave put his cock in my mouth and sucked him eagerly and Dave started face fucking me some. My blindfold came off from Dave's cocks and balls as it did I looked up and seen the mystery guy. He was not a mystery he was Clarence and i knew him he worked at the local hardware store he is a 52 yo black guy about 6'4" 250. When I made eye contact with him he started fucking me harder and moaned loudly. I then felt like I was about to cum but them it stopped but I had apparently shot all over my stomach because Claremce took his fingers and was putting it on my face for Dave to wipe with his cock and feed me. As Clarence fucked me his sweat dripped on my face Dave looked down and spit on my face and called me a fucking whore, they both continued to spit on me, call me names and fuck me until Clarence buried in me and pumped me full of cum. He pulled put and went straight to my face and mouth and Dave started fuxking me . Dave then stopped and gave me his cock covered in Clarence cum from my ass. The Clarence was slapping my face with his cock when Dave pulled out and shot cum on my face and Clarence used his cock feed me. They both spit on me again as they stood up snapped a Polaroid picture and there it down next to me. They stood up and said they would be back in 10 minutes to fuck me again. As they walked out I looked at the picture of me with smeared lipstick, mascara running, spit, and cum on my face I knew I had made it. They came back in 10 minutes and fucked me again.