Life is weird.

Yet another reason to hate that Instagram and Facebook are integrated now; in the past couple of weeks I've accidentally posted risqué photos to my FB page (which I use pretty much only for shitposting and stealing memes) twice. And both times they have gotten at least one "laugh" reaction. I've gone most of my life hating my body and the way I look and have only recently come to terms with me being me. I don't understand some peoples' need to piss on and degrade others for the sake of a cheap laugh.

But later, I was editing a video and thinking, "Goddamn; I look fucking *good* in this one; I'd fuck me" and before i knew it, I was rubbing my dick to my own video. I'll keep working on myself and getting better about understanding that I'm not everyone's type. I'm kind of like black licorice; not everyone likes me but the ones that like me *really* fucking like me.

Life is weird....