My Very True Story ( Part 5 )
Sorry For taking so long to get to part 5.
Yes Bill was back again, but it was even worse this time, he said him and his mate broke up. And it was not because they were not getting along, it was because he was gay, and his own family was making his life to hard. So he said the only way he could be happy and live his life was to move away, far away. So once again Bill left and I never told him what was on my mind, how could I , I didn't want my family to hate me. It was 25 years before I seen Bill again but I always wondered how he was doing and if he found a new mate. So there and then I made the decision to give up on trying same sex. I felt it was best to be a bit unhappy, then lose my family and friends and be miserable. Not long after Bill left I started dating a girl (let's call her Mary) We were together about 3 months, and one day I came home from work. Mary met me at the door and blew me away, she said she was having a baby. I was in shock , don't get me wrong I was very happy about the thought of being a dad. But the thing I was scared of was getting married. Back then in our town if you got a lady pregnant you have to be married. So that's what we done , within 6 months of meeting Marry we were married. Even with all the changes in my life, I was still confused about my sexuality. But I told myself there is something more important then my sexual feeling, and that would be a baby coming into my life. 3 months after being married my son was born :) (we will call him Bob) I can truly say it was the best day of my life. And just like old school I went on acting srt8 because that's what dad's are right ? least that's what I was though. So less then 2 years later guess what Bob is going to have a new brother or sister. in less the 3 years I was a dad again to another boy (Rob) Again the happiest day of my life. All our family's were so happy saying we are the perfect couple and family, but they had no idea how wrong they were.
Part 6 soon , thank you for reading.
Yes Bill was back again, but it was even worse this time, he said him and his mate broke up. And it was not because they were not getting along, it was because he was gay, and his own family was making his life to hard. So he said the only way he could be happy and live his life was to move away, far away. So once again Bill left and I never told him what was on my mind, how could I , I didn't want my family to hate me. It was 25 years before I seen Bill again but I always wondered how he was doing and if he found a new mate. So there and then I made the decision to give up on trying same sex. I felt it was best to be a bit unhappy, then lose my family and friends and be miserable. Not long after Bill left I started dating a girl (let's call her Mary) We were together about 3 months, and one day I came home from work. Mary met me at the door and blew me away, she said she was having a baby. I was in shock , don't get me wrong I was very happy about the thought of being a dad. But the thing I was scared of was getting married. Back then in our town if you got a lady pregnant you have to be married. So that's what we done , within 6 months of meeting Marry we were married. Even with all the changes in my life, I was still confused about my sexuality. But I told myself there is something more important then my sexual feeling, and that would be a baby coming into my life. 3 months after being married my son was born :) (we will call him Bob) I can truly say it was the best day of my life. And just like old school I went on acting srt8 because that's what dad's are right ? least that's what I was though. So less then 2 years later guess what Bob is going to have a new brother or sister. in less the 3 years I was a dad again to another boy (Rob) Again the happiest day of my life. All our family's were so happy saying we are the perfect couple and family, but they had no idea how wrong they were.
Part 6 soon , thank you for reading.
11 年 前
