When I knew...
I have known that I loved to wear women's clothing since I was five. Not much to that - I was dressed as a "cat" for a Kindergarten play and the leotard felt... right. As I grew older, I would dig my mom's used pantyhose out of the trash and made sure to always look for them. Then I would wear them as often as I could. I got a little older and decided to try a bra, panties, and her shoes, since they fit my feet. Nothing focused, I hadn't yet even learned to cum. But the clothing always felt right.
Then one mid-May when I was 14, I stayed the night at my older brother's apartment. He was going to take me the next day to see qualifications for that year's Indianapolis 500. I laid my sleeping bag on the floor in the front room and listened to classic rock breathing softly through his otherwise powerful DCM TIme Window speakers. The radio station was Q95 WFBQ, and they were in their overnight hours mostly just playing album-oriented rock nonstop, a rarity for back then. As I lay on the floor, starting to drift asleep, I heard the light snare drums and unmistakable bass riff... It was almost as if I was dreaming, but the words came through so loud and clear, as if someone had turned the volume up. "Holly came from Miami, FLA... hitchhiked her way across the USA. Plucked her eyebrows along the way, shaved her legs and then..." And then He was a She. And that's when I knew what it all meant. That's when I knew that I was not different, that I was following inside who I was supposed to be. That is when I knew I was wearing the wrong clothes, and that my future could never be correct unless I lived my life female.
From that point on, I studied women like a doctoral candidate. I had sex with a few, and it was fun, but it was mostly to learn how they behaved in bed. I knew I wanted cock so bad that as soon as a figured masturbation out, I began to taste my own cum. And I liked it... I tried over and over to bend my back far enough to suck my own cock, but since I am not 10 inches long, nor that flexible, I never got there. Finding things to put in my ass proved easier. And fun. This was long before the internet made it easy to find what I wanted...
Lou Reed is gone, but I've been Walking on the Wild Side for a long time, and I have him to thank for introducing me to Holly, Candy, Little Joe, Sugar Plum Fairy, Jackie, and a sex life that I wouldn't trade for anybody's...
Then one mid-May when I was 14, I stayed the night at my older brother's apartment. He was going to take me the next day to see qualifications for that year's Indianapolis 500. I laid my sleeping bag on the floor in the front room and listened to classic rock breathing softly through his otherwise powerful DCM TIme Window speakers. The radio station was Q95 WFBQ, and they were in their overnight hours mostly just playing album-oriented rock nonstop, a rarity for back then. As I lay on the floor, starting to drift asleep, I heard the light snare drums and unmistakable bass riff... It was almost as if I was dreaming, but the words came through so loud and clear, as if someone had turned the volume up. "Holly came from Miami, FLA... hitchhiked her way across the USA. Plucked her eyebrows along the way, shaved her legs and then..." And then He was a She. And that's when I knew what it all meant. That's when I knew that I was not different, that I was following inside who I was supposed to be. That is when I knew I was wearing the wrong clothes, and that my future could never be correct unless I lived my life female.
From that point on, I studied women like a doctoral candidate. I had sex with a few, and it was fun, but it was mostly to learn how they behaved in bed. I knew I wanted cock so bad that as soon as a figured masturbation out, I began to taste my own cum. And I liked it... I tried over and over to bend my back far enough to suck my own cock, but since I am not 10 inches long, nor that flexible, I never got there. Finding things to put in my ass proved easier. And fun. This was long before the internet made it easy to find what I wanted...
Lou Reed is gone, but I've been Walking on the Wild Side for a long time, and I have him to thank for introducing me to Holly, Candy, Little Joe, Sugar Plum Fairy, Jackie, and a sex life that I wouldn't trade for anybody's...
11 年 前
Jay