Laying here thinking....

So most of my fans do not know that I have clinical depression, which me. ns I could actually get prescription medication for my depression. Any who I am laying here thinking that most people do not know that their actions, and words can harm others. I keep that in mind whenever I converse with someone you never know what they are going through mentally or how their day is going. If I come across someone having a rough time I always try to talk to them and cheer them up as much as possible. Sometimes taking time out to talk to an indivdual can help prevent further issues. Yeah thinking about yourself is important too but thinking about others is as well. Just because someone hurt your feelings think about what they said and why from their point of view . Most of the time they are not trying to be an asshole.

Ex. Some people wonder why I stop hanging with them in person or chatting with them.
The main reason is they have no self control or all they want is ass or sexual converstaion. I am not talking about people who has seen my work that would be understandable.
I do not allow people in/stay in my circle that find me attractive but does not have self control. Why would I want my so call friends bothering me they way most fans do. I think I
should be able to relax with them without being uncomfortable and hounded.

So of their feelings get hurt but they never think about why I cut them off until I speak to them. Over the years I have became quiet dominate and outspoken. I have been called mean, rude, and hostile when I was actually giving a neutral response. Besides if I was rude I would be insulting but that is only when someone come at me wrong.

Anyway I got that off my chest....time for laundry.
Good Morning!