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I talked to Helen about how this all makes me feel. I told her I have no idea why I am wired this way but the idea of her taking a black lover is the most erotic thing in the world. I talked of her being a beautiful white woman in the arms of a black man and Helen said she had never really thought of the contrast and image of her white skin/body against the skin/body of a black man. She said she now totally understands it all.
Helen said the thing is she already is aware so it does not matter to her that I am wired this way. She says what's left is to go with it.
I told her about husbands who let their wives make love to black men alone. Helen said no at first because she wants me to watch but I interrupted and said the first time you are with a new lover I'd like to watch but what if everything was so perfect you wanted to see the guy again but he did not want me to watch. I told her I would be willing to be in the other room if that is something you both needed. I told her, the reason I am telling you this Helen is I am not deluded to think that a hung black man could not make love to you better than me, she tried to interrupt and say I am good but I said I know we are compatible but I know for a fact making love with a hung black man is a whole different world, you are going to feel things physically and emotionally with you never felt with me and if you have the need to make love to him again, alone, I want you to know I understand. She relented because I think Helen knew in her heart I was right.
That brought us to the topic of well hung men. Naturally we talked about white and black men and the differences in bodies. Helen has always been protective of my feelings on this matter but in this case I think we were putting all our cards on the table. I asked Helen when she was younger had she ever heard of the rumor about black men being well hung and good in bed. Helen said the first time she heard of the rumor was when she watched Mandingo. We talked about the homemade we've watched of wives with black men and she even admits a large percentage of black men are very well endowed. I told Helen it just looks like black men were built for sex and that no matter what if she sees a huge penis on her black lover her body is going to respond at the sight of it. My wife did not dispute any of this and from the way she talks now thinks black men are superior when it comes to sex.
Helen said the thing is she already is aware so it does not matter to her that I am wired this way. She says what's left is to go with it.
I told her about husbands who let their wives make love to black men alone. Helen said no at first because she wants me to watch but I interrupted and said the first time you are with a new lover I'd like to watch but what if everything was so perfect you wanted to see the guy again but he did not want me to watch. I told her I would be willing to be in the other room if that is something you both needed. I told her, the reason I am telling you this Helen is I am not deluded to think that a hung black man could not make love to you better than me, she tried to interrupt and say I am good but I said I know we are compatible but I know for a fact making love with a hung black man is a whole different world, you are going to feel things physically and emotionally with you never felt with me and if you have the need to make love to him again, alone, I want you to know I understand. She relented because I think Helen knew in her heart I was right.
That brought us to the topic of well hung men. Naturally we talked about white and black men and the differences in bodies. Helen has always been protective of my feelings on this matter but in this case I think we were putting all our cards on the table. I asked Helen when she was younger had she ever heard of the rumor about black men being well hung and good in bed. Helen said the first time she heard of the rumor was when she watched Mandingo. We talked about the homemade we've watched of wives with black men and she even admits a large percentage of black men are very well endowed. I told Helen it just looks like black men were built for sex and that no matter what if she sees a huge penis on her black lover her body is going to respond at the sight of it. My wife did not dispute any of this and from the way she talks now thinks black men are superior when it comes to sex.
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