Discovering Porn

I love porn. I have loved porn ever since I was first exposed to it as a young boy. I would look on the internet on my moms laptop and search for links that had clips of a porn scene. I actually had no idea what the word cock referred to the first time I was surfing for porn. I would see it in phrases like WATCH SLUT SUCK ON HARD COCKS. I actually didn't know what a lot of dirty words and phrases meant now that I think of it. Although I started rubbing myself at a pretty young age, like 4 actually, all I would think about then was just boobs. So other than something obvious like breasts, I was never exposed to anything any more explicit than probably an R rated movie. Then I started watching clips on the internet. All kinds of clips, which many of you are probably familiar with from the early 2000s.

I remember the first time I saw actual cock and vagina fucking. I was actually very confused. The way I masturbated during that time was humping my bed, or humping a pillow, so when I saw this picture angled from below a man and woman standing with him behind fucking her, I had no idea where his penis was going. I thought his penis was being bent and I thought, man that has got to hurt. So the clips I would usually try to find were boobs, and blowjobs. Blowjobs I could wrap my young mind around since it was clearer where the cock was going inside a girls mouth and she sucks on it. I think thats what started my fascination with blowjobs, deepthroating, gagging, cumshots and cum swallowing. I eventually realized what was going on with fucking probably not too far after my first exposure to internet porn.

A year or maybe two later my parents gave me a desktop computer for in my room. Eventually somehow I discovered peer to peer programs where you could search right in the program and files would pop up. Which lead me to download my very first full length hardcore porn movie. It was part of a series directed by Jake Malone Gang Bang My Face. I honestly can't remember which one it was I watched first. Probably Gang Bang My Face #3, doesn't really matter because I downloaded all of them after the first one I saw. Still my favorite blowbang series today.

So there I am 13. Already been spending 1 or 2 years searching for little clips of hardcore porn on the internet. Basically masturbating to glorified .gif files. Then FINALLY I get to watch an entire uncut movie. Not a grainy video on some shady website, but a full uncut good quality movie. I would listen to this director Jake Malone character with his black gloved hands touch and grope the girls while asking them questions in his pervy voice. He would put his finger in their mouths and stuff, and would ask them about how she was going to suck and choke on multiple cocks. As you might imagine, these events left a lasting impression on me.

How could it not? There I am just a 13 year old boy, exploring and learning about sex via hardcore internet porn. And this young boy watching a scene like this starring Amber Rayne. Who we all know is such a freak nasty slut. One of my favorites to this day. I learned a lot about what facefucking and deepthroating is from watching her. Watching her gag, choke, spit on all those big thick black dicks. Just look at all the filthy perversions I was exposed to so young.



Gang bang my face was what really got me into blowbangs. Watching a woman take multiple cocks in her mouth taking turns with each one. I loved the endings too when the men would take turns dumping their load on the pretty little slut. The more cum the better too, and it was always a real TREAT when they would gargle and blow bubbles with the cum. It was so nasty, so slutty, so captivating, I wanted more and more.

So after discovering porn and learning how to actually navigate the internet for porn, I stumbled upon a movie originally on spankwire. I was a bit older at this time, 16-17. I was full into watching deepthroat blowjobs, gagging, spitty sloppy cocksuckers, ass lickers too, the whole thing. This scene I found on spankwire though, oh man, it hit so many of my buttons. I had never seen anything like it before really.

It was a bukkake scene. With two asian girls wearing pigtails. Now even when I was 14 I developed a huge fetish for pigtails, I guess I was a natural fucking pervert. Pigtails are the best hairstyle for cocksuckers to have. But it wasn't just how they dressed or looked, it was the way they would stick their tongues out so politely and eagerly as each man would approach and dump and shoot all their sperm on them. this scene was also 50 minutes long! such a long scene for me at the time. The first time I watched it I came very fast. Then I decided, out of the blue really, since this scene made me so fucking horny I would try and not cum through the whole thing, and if I did cum I would have to watch it all over again from the start. That is when I discovered the power of edging. Oh man, edging increased my love of masturbating tenfold. So this movie, this scene in particular, was a really life changing moment for me.



Porn is so awesome. I love porn so much. I love masturbating for hours and hours watching all the little visual details and sounds that make me so hard. Right now the time it would take to watch my porn collection nonstop is 3037+ hours. Divide that by 24 and you get approx 127 days. Thats over 4 months of nonstop porn. I could literally go on vacation and do nothing but masturbate and watch porn for 6 months and I STILL wouldn't finish it all since one has to eat and sleep. I am so proud that my collection is so big. I'm not sure how else to end this post so I'm just going to start watching more porn and try to watch and masturbate to as much of it as I can, while holding all my cum inside making it more intense as each hour passes... It never gets old. Ever since I discovered edging and mastering my technique, I can masturbate all day and cum once, then wake up the next day with what seems like left over sperm built up and still super horny. Fuck I need to watch more porn right now.