Catching up.

I really need to stay up to date on the comments people give me. Everyone is so nice; and some are extremely imaginative and spark my imagination and end up planting some seriously sexy fantasies in my mind for days after I read them. However~~

Like a lot of people similar me, I go through phases where.. while my lust-drive always remains elevated, I just tend to hang away from updating here. I get concerned about sharing myself so openly here sometimes.. other times I feel like I let this part of me have too much reign over all of who I am, and I shy away from here... heheh, of course I talk a great game in my About Me section, but immediately followed up, there is a disclaimer about that being the words of a hyper-aroused version of me and how I feel sometimes (a lot of the time..)

I love sex; and kinky stuff; and sissy play;.. I've even come to learn to love babygirl play, strangely enough.. I never expected that one.. REGARDLESS.. .I love having an alternative sex life; I just seem to run the habit of burning brightly and then fading out even faster when it comes to my mood about "the sissy faggot funtime"™. It is SUPER fun, but it is SUPER time consuming. Finding safe playmates is excessively hard, given my interests. Disease is always a major fear factor. Makeup is expensive, and underneath all the pretty pastel sissy fag facade', I'm a gent with amazingly potent body hair. Donning' girl-mode isn't easy; and sometimes... when I go into girl mode, I just want to be a normal girl, instead of a hyper-sexualized cock-craving sissy faggot who begs to get bred and fed copious amounts of cock filling her up with cum for hours.

... Sometimes I wish I wasn't such a lewd person, but it is still fun. The struggle is annoying, but still very fun in the end.

发布者 AniGirl81

9 年前

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lilslut_jasmina 8 年前

Your sentiments could not ring more true, as I can relate completely to how you feel. Being a gorgeous woman is NOT an easy thing to do. but You do it SO VERY well. I wish I had half of your talents when it come to makeup and looking sexy..
Don't You worry your pretty head about a thing . Remember to just enjoy the time You get to spend being and becoming the ever sexy Ani.
hugs and kisses
jasmine

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cumeallecox 8 年前

至 AniGirl81 : It's something that many of us go through to become the cheap looking piece of feminine fuck meat we desire to become at times. The whole process Is not only a physical transformation but a chance for the time it takes to get in that dark mental place we desire to go to in order to become the proper cock toy of real men.

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funboi6969 8 年前

If we were closer I would buy all the makeup you wanted

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jubelum 9 年前

至 AniGirl81 : Well I think all of that can be part of the fun. You should get someone (friend/lover/photo person) to do the shaving for you, for example. That could be fun. Maybe find a GF that wouldn't mind helping with the make up. I do my shaving while having a drink, and listening to an interesting show, or watching a show/movie. A big thing for me is I have an awesome bathroom. Just trying to give you some tips so it isn't so difficult. Have you tried Nair?

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megan_malone 9 年前

Yup, I totally get where you're coming from.

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AniGirl81 出版商 9 年前

至 jubelum : I appreciate the thoughts on this. I think part of the problem is that folks only hear about the hours of prep time (mostly spent shaving and getting rid of body hair and cleansing for anal play), and the end result looks pretty decent! But then I'm exhausted physically and borderline emotional about like.. arriving? Like.. girl mode night is a big project for me. I begin the process, and by the end, once I sit down and see myself as I want to be, it's like.. "whew~

".. that exhausted feeling of satisfaction? I think?

Like that feeling an artist gets when they finalllly finish that painting they've been toiling over for ages.

And then~ I realize it is only a matter of time before I have to go through another 30~40 mins of removing makeup and getting cleaned up. It is all quite exhausting ^^; but like I said.. still fun. I guess the older I get, the less I look forward to playing yoga shaving games in the bathroom floor for an hour and a half with an enema cleaning me out

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secret_sugar 9 年前

I totally relate...

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jubelum 9 年前

Well you put a lot of effort in. If you look at your pictures compared to some other people there is a big difference. To me anything we do well in life in difficult. Take it easy on yourself.

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