My hidden desires
I always saw myself as a str8 man. I had a few serios relationships with girls. I was in love a lot of times, and everything was normal until i met her. It was summer of 2007. We met each other at the beach. It was warm night, moonlight, calm sea, the most perfect moment and we fell in love. She was a russian girl. Tender, beautiful blue eyes, blond hair, feminine curves...In the begining it was a long distance relationship. As the time went by we had a lot of skype sex calls. We masturbated together very often. During this calls something strange started. We both slowly got bisexual fantasies. I was actualy first one to tell her that it would be ok if she had sex with another girl. I didnt feel it as cheating. She met some lesbians in the chat rooms. And they went to some gay lesbian clubs in Moscow. She enjoyed so much telling me the details about it. How they kissed and grabed each other in the club, how was the sex later on. She took many photos, and each time i had a bigger colection. We called it experimentation fase.
After some time she asked me, would i try sex with a guy. Idea by itself wasnt so interesting for me, but there was something in the way how she said it, that i instantly said "Why not?". As the time passed by we became more open about these fantasies. I remember one time she told me " If you fuck another guy its ok i would never consider it as cheating. We are both experimenting so its ok". I asked her what would she like to see? She said that she would like to see first how guy is sucking my cock. And then? " I would like to see you fucking his ass.
In this period i started watching bisex, gay and shemale porn a lot. And somehow i got desire to feel cock in my mouth and in my tiny ass. After some time i admited my new fantasy. She liked it so much that she proposed for us to do it together. She said " I want to be next to you in bed while this guy is fucking you. It turns me on so much".
This is where it all started for me...
After some time she asked me, would i try sex with a guy. Idea by itself wasnt so interesting for me, but there was something in the way how she said it, that i instantly said "Why not?". As the time passed by we became more open about these fantasies. I remember one time she told me " If you fuck another guy its ok i would never consider it as cheating. We are both experimenting so its ok". I asked her what would she like to see? She said that she would like to see first how guy is sucking my cock. And then? " I would like to see you fucking his ass.
In this period i started watching bisex, gay and shemale porn a lot. And somehow i got desire to feel cock in my mouth and in my tiny ass. After some time i admited my new fantasy. She liked it so much that she proposed for us to do it together. She said " I want to be next to you in bed while this guy is fucking you. It turns me on so much".
This is where it all started for me...
9 年 前