The Sissy Diaries Of Savanah Montana Blog 1 - Who
Hi and welcome to the first of which I hope is many blogs by me, Follow me as I navigate this Sissy maze from dressing up to new out fits, New experiences and thoughts, photos videos and stories, To Hooking up and coming out? We'll see ;)
I'm Sissy Savanah Montana online and sometimes I go by Chloe :)x
I'm 21, tall leggy and thin. First things first, The "boobs" in my dp are a mix of photo shop and make up. I just did it too see whats it like, And I like it, So who knows.. Might get a pair one day ;)
I am in fact a crossdresser. I guess I would have to admit to being Bi, I know that I could go gay full time but it scares me so much but also turns me on like nothing else.
I used to think I was straight because I watched straight porn, but then one day I clicked that I was always wanting to be girl, wear what she was wearing, look how she looked, sucking some dick and getting a cumshot (doesn't sound very straight huh) :P I also had a huge crush on shemales growing up (still do). Seeing them gave me some insight in to what I was becoming. I didn't stop it of course, in fact I wanted it, I Started crossdressing and while my friends would be playing football and things I would be catching the early bus home so I had some time alone to slip on a pair of bra and panties or stockings, Sometimes a skirt and some make up whatever was available at the time! Thinking back to all the risks I was taking I cant believe I wasn't caught. I found the whole sissy side of porn about 3 or 4 years ago, A lot of people say the porn changed them but I was having these feelings way before the porn, Once I found sissy hypno's and all that I just knew that this was MY type of material. Before I was aware of sissy hypno's, trainers. captions etc I was effectively doing it myself, Seeing a pic or a vid of a sexy woman, anything really I just imagined I was her,I instantly wanted to look like her, act like her, wear what she was wearing and get fucked how she took it if I was feeling a little naughty. Trust a sissy to see a hot woman and somehow turn it gay ;) If your a sissy or ever just had a sexy fantasy you should be able to relate some what.
I'm very much still attracted to women, And in my 21 years so far I can honestly say I've been in love 2 times, Oh wouldn't my ex girlfriends get a shock if they saw what im up too sometimes, haha mhmm ;)
other than that guess I've had my fair share of short flings and one nighters. As of right now im yet to do anything with a guy, Still a gay virgin ;) and as this blog goes on we'll see eventually what happens with that. But in my opinion, its gonna be this year, been flirting with idea so long that maybe I should just take the leap? Im just worried that once I start i'll forever have my life changed, That's a scary thing.
I do not feel as if I was born in the wrong body!! Some people grow up trapped in there own skin, then they transition to feel normal. When I crossdress I don't feel normal. But for me, that's why I like it! I'm a sissy boi, Doing things and wearing things I shouldn't, It not just a sexual thrill though. Would I live as a woman? perhaps one day, I've seen some mtf transitions and oh girl those horemones are strong things :D And if I was in a relationship or had a sugar daddy or something along those lines, then yeah, its definitely not a no ;) I'm in love with idea of being "turned out" - Being someones sissy, Going more feminine all the time, letting him take my manhood and leaving me totally broken in.
Pardon the pun but its a tough pill to swallow, maybe im not the man I thought I was, Maybe mamma's only boy is a faggot, Maybe I like that ;)
Untill next time - Savvy xx :)
I'm Sissy Savanah Montana online and sometimes I go by Chloe :)x
I'm 21, tall leggy and thin. First things first, The "boobs" in my dp are a mix of photo shop and make up. I just did it too see whats it like, And I like it, So who knows.. Might get a pair one day ;)
I am in fact a crossdresser. I guess I would have to admit to being Bi, I know that I could go gay full time but it scares me so much but also turns me on like nothing else.
I used to think I was straight because I watched straight porn, but then one day I clicked that I was always wanting to be girl, wear what she was wearing, look how she looked, sucking some dick and getting a cumshot (doesn't sound very straight huh) :P I also had a huge crush on shemales growing up (still do). Seeing them gave me some insight in to what I was becoming. I didn't stop it of course, in fact I wanted it, I Started crossdressing and while my friends would be playing football and things I would be catching the early bus home so I had some time alone to slip on a pair of bra and panties or stockings, Sometimes a skirt and some make up whatever was available at the time! Thinking back to all the risks I was taking I cant believe I wasn't caught. I found the whole sissy side of porn about 3 or 4 years ago, A lot of people say the porn changed them but I was having these feelings way before the porn, Once I found sissy hypno's and all that I just knew that this was MY type of material. Before I was aware of sissy hypno's, trainers. captions etc I was effectively doing it myself, Seeing a pic or a vid of a sexy woman, anything really I just imagined I was her,I instantly wanted to look like her, act like her, wear what she was wearing and get fucked how she took it if I was feeling a little naughty. Trust a sissy to see a hot woman and somehow turn it gay ;) If your a sissy or ever just had a sexy fantasy you should be able to relate some what.
I'm very much still attracted to women, And in my 21 years so far I can honestly say I've been in love 2 times, Oh wouldn't my ex girlfriends get a shock if they saw what im up too sometimes, haha mhmm ;)
other than that guess I've had my fair share of short flings and one nighters. As of right now im yet to do anything with a guy, Still a gay virgin ;) and as this blog goes on we'll see eventually what happens with that. But in my opinion, its gonna be this year, been flirting with idea so long that maybe I should just take the leap? Im just worried that once I start i'll forever have my life changed, That's a scary thing.
I do not feel as if I was born in the wrong body!! Some people grow up trapped in there own skin, then they transition to feel normal. When I crossdress I don't feel normal. But for me, that's why I like it! I'm a sissy boi, Doing things and wearing things I shouldn't, It not just a sexual thrill though. Would I live as a woman? perhaps one day, I've seen some mtf transitions and oh girl those horemones are strong things :D And if I was in a relationship or had a sugar daddy or something along those lines, then yeah, its definitely not a no ;) I'm in love with idea of being "turned out" - Being someones sissy, Going more feminine all the time, letting him take my manhood and leaving me totally broken in.
Pardon the pun but its a tough pill to swallow, maybe im not the man I thought I was, Maybe mamma's only boy is a faggot, Maybe I like that ;)
Untill next time - Savvy xx :)
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