Masturbating on Dickson St. in Fayetteville, AR

I attend the University of Arkansas in Fayetteville. Dickson Street is the main street that leads right into the college. It's the place where a lot of us students hang out and party (I don't party though).

No male has ever seen my pussy. And I kind of want to keep it that way until I get married. But that might be hard to do because I'm kind of an exhibitionist at heart.

So on June 15 I drive over to Dickson Street. I'm wearing a long flowery dress. It's the dress that I usually wear to church. I find a nice spot on the sidewalk. I'm kind of close to College Avenue and there are many cars zipping by and people walking down the sidewalk too.

I sit down on a planter box and slip my hand under the waist band of my dress. I'm not wearing any panties. I feel my almost totally bare vagina and start to rub my clitoris and finger my virgin pussy hole with my right hand.

Cars are passing and I make eye contact with the drivers. Guys and girls walk right in front of me but they can't quite see what I'm doing. I'm thinking dirty thoughts, like I want a guy who walks past me to come over and put his penis in me and that gets me wetter.

One guy I know from school sees me and comes over to talk with me for about 15 minutes. I stop playing with my hand but I keep it on my pussy. He's a Christian too and he has no idea what I am doing.

After about an hour I straighten myself up and go back to my car. All the way back home to Huntsville I masturbate in the car with my dress up around around my waist.

The next day, June 16, I get a bit more daring – probably because I had just spent a few hours on XRMXX chatting with guys who had erections.

I put on my tennis outfit and go back to Dickson Street. My outfit is a white top, white tennis shoes and socks and a really short white skirt. I don't have any panties on.

I find a table on the sidewalk close to West Street, which is just a few blocks from the college. I take a penis- shaped black dildo out of my backpack. When nobody is looking I spread my legs and stick it really deep up my vagina so it will stay there.

When people walk by I close my legs but the dildo still protrudes and presses my skirt out. When the coast is clear I spread my legs again and fuck myself with it. I'm pretty sure that nobody saw me but maybe somebody did from one of the buildings across the street.

At the end I had an incredible orgasm. I pulled the dildo out of my pussy and I had three huge squirts. Two of the squirts splashed on the pavement. The last one landed on one of my legs and dribbled down to my white socks.

I left the soaked dildo on a nearby bench. When I came back the next morning the dildo was gone. I can't stop masturbating about all of this and thinking that maybe somebody saw me fucking myself. I know what I'm doing is wrong in God's eyes but I can not stop doing it.