Becoming a total porn addict....
It all started for me many years ago, when I was still around 10, before the age of the internet. Back then it was page 3 girls, lingerie catalogues, porn mags and VHS tapes. I remember seeing page 3 girls before and not really taking it in until I hit puberty around 10 and then I really started taking note. It was not long after this when I found a hardcore VHS tape of my dads that I cloned onto a blank VHS tape for myself that I began my true calling as a chronic wanker (film was Sex Roulette 1977 staring Veronique Maugarski). Living in a large house in the middle of nowhere I had ALOT of free time on my hands (as well as my dick obviously) so would jerk off every day multiple times often back to back. Luckily for me my dad got satellite with one of the channels broadcasting hardcore porn twice a week which made me very happy ^^ I was now hooked completely on porn and would watch it most of my free time , probably a couple hours a day and I was only about 13 at this point.
Wanking was definitely my number one pastime at this point and would often spend my non free time thinking of sexy naked women getting reamed. It was at this point that the net was becoming more available at dialup speeds and online porn was also up and running in the form of pics and small clips. So having more porn to now choose from my tastes became ever more debased. My tastes began to veer from the anal porn I had been watching from the satellite porn I was getting and the pics/clips I was downloading. I noticed more and more how the women enjoyed it which led me to start playing with my own ass as well as all the jerking off. As I watched more and more porn and became ever accepting of my new found kinks I gradually found things that were more "out there". It was looking at porn online when I first saw a pic of a woman being fisted (think it was some danish porn mag cover). Having never seen anything like this before I was totally obsessed and after busting a nut over this whore I went and looked for more of this kind of thing. As time went on and my anal play became incorporated into my wank sessions which would last hours each day, I found myself wanting to try to fist myself like those dirty whores. It was at this point that I would begin my wank sessions watching/surfing vanilla porn working my way to more hardcore stuff, often edging for a good our or two before working my boipussy (as I had found out it was called from some forums) for another few hours. As my boipussy became ever greedier I found myself preferring to skip school, not visit friends as much, not do sports etc just so I could spend more time with myself. I had totally become addicted to porn by this point and would not change a thing looking back really. I was 15 when I first managed to stretch myself open enough to fist my own ass and I had my first assgasm right then and there as the knuckles went past the ring. This became a regular thing and went on for a few years and then I finally left school and joined the ranks of unemployment.......this my friends was bliss. Nothing beats having porn and all the free time you could want.
At this point I had external harddrives, cds, dvds and old VHS tapes galore with my porn collection on as well as an internet connection. Some may call me ocd for this by I would order my porn collection of clips/pics into each individual porn whore so I would always be able to call up that specific one I wanted to watch when I played. This led me , with the help of higher speed internet, to start making collections of my favourite stars clips and movies. By this stage I could name stars with ease just from various body parts/tattoos and was always looking for more new starlets to appear to add to the collection. Along with the vanilla stuff, DP, anal, fisting I started to find a love for shemale porn as well as hentai and cartoon porn. They say the Devil makes work for idle hands and all that free time was definitely helping me find the devil in me. When I knew I had time to myself I would be watching porn and pleasing myself. As time passed and what little morals I ever had (which was never really that much although I did learn to mimic them so as to seem "normal" to others) I realised that nothing really bothered me anymore. The porn genres I viewed regularly would range from pretty much everything.....vanilla, JOI, shemale, gay, watersports, femdom, huge dildos and gape.......if it made my dick hard and my boipussy loose I would happily watch it.
I have been a total porn addict for the better part of 23 years now and love it more than anything else in my life. For those of you who know what it is to be a porn addict then you will probably have some kind of similar story to mine and you rightfully hold your addiction above all else as you should. For those that aren't addicted yet.....well you should be working harder towards your addiction, nothing will ever match porn in your entire existence. This is a fact. There will always be more porn to watch, new whores to worship and you should be spending all of your free time with them.
Wanking was definitely my number one pastime at this point and would often spend my non free time thinking of sexy naked women getting reamed. It was at this point that the net was becoming more available at dialup speeds and online porn was also up and running in the form of pics and small clips. So having more porn to now choose from my tastes became ever more debased. My tastes began to veer from the anal porn I had been watching from the satellite porn I was getting and the pics/clips I was downloading. I noticed more and more how the women enjoyed it which led me to start playing with my own ass as well as all the jerking off. As I watched more and more porn and became ever accepting of my new found kinks I gradually found things that were more "out there". It was looking at porn online when I first saw a pic of a woman being fisted (think it was some danish porn mag cover). Having never seen anything like this before I was totally obsessed and after busting a nut over this whore I went and looked for more of this kind of thing. As time went on and my anal play became incorporated into my wank sessions which would last hours each day, I found myself wanting to try to fist myself like those dirty whores. It was at this point that I would begin my wank sessions watching/surfing vanilla porn working my way to more hardcore stuff, often edging for a good our or two before working my boipussy (as I had found out it was called from some forums) for another few hours. As my boipussy became ever greedier I found myself preferring to skip school, not visit friends as much, not do sports etc just so I could spend more time with myself. I had totally become addicted to porn by this point and would not change a thing looking back really. I was 15 when I first managed to stretch myself open enough to fist my own ass and I had my first assgasm right then and there as the knuckles went past the ring. This became a regular thing and went on for a few years and then I finally left school and joined the ranks of unemployment.......this my friends was bliss. Nothing beats having porn and all the free time you could want.
At this point I had external harddrives, cds, dvds and old VHS tapes galore with my porn collection on as well as an internet connection. Some may call me ocd for this by I would order my porn collection of clips/pics into each individual porn whore so I would always be able to call up that specific one I wanted to watch when I played. This led me , with the help of higher speed internet, to start making collections of my favourite stars clips and movies. By this stage I could name stars with ease just from various body parts/tattoos and was always looking for more new starlets to appear to add to the collection. Along with the vanilla stuff, DP, anal, fisting I started to find a love for shemale porn as well as hentai and cartoon porn. They say the Devil makes work for idle hands and all that free time was definitely helping me find the devil in me. When I knew I had time to myself I would be watching porn and pleasing myself. As time passed and what little morals I ever had (which was never really that much although I did learn to mimic them so as to seem "normal" to others) I realised that nothing really bothered me anymore. The porn genres I viewed regularly would range from pretty much everything.....vanilla, JOI, shemale, gay, watersports, femdom, huge dildos and gape.......if it made my dick hard and my boipussy loose I would happily watch it.
I have been a total porn addict for the better part of 23 years now and love it more than anything else in my life. For those of you who know what it is to be a porn addict then you will probably have some kind of similar story to mine and you rightfully hold your addiction above all else as you should. For those that aren't addicted yet.....well you should be working harder towards your addiction, nothing will ever match porn in your entire existence. This is a fact. There will always be more porn to watch, new whores to worship and you should be spending all of your free time with them.
8 年 前
I recall shagging a woman 10 years younger than me all night. Next day, stopped off on way home, bought a few mags and went home for a good wank.