My 1st time at a cruising area

I had realized That I was at least Bi when I was in my mid 30's, I had been able to get a few hook ups from the m2m chat rooms on aol,I found that I liked pleasing the other guy,mostly by sucking but had been fucked twice by this time.I had heard about a gay cruising area near my house at a park and ride,so one night after having a few drinks I got the courage to check it out.It was a pretty big parking lot surrounded by woods,When I got there i parked,watched guys get out of their car walk into the woods,it was about 1130 pm and I was surprised how many guys were there.I decided to go into the woods,I passed a few guys walking around,then I came to clearing where I saw a white guy sucking another guys cock, he had his pants down and was jerking his as he sucked.There was about 8 guy watching so I started to watch.Next thing I know another heavy set white guy is standing next to me,he looks at me say " That's hot"
Then takes my hand puts it on his exposed cock,without thinking I started to jerk it ,then I felt him start rubbing my ass ,then he slid his hand down the back of my pants,by know I was so hard my dick was leaking.He took my hand and lead me down a path til we came to another clearing and turned looked at me and pushed me down to my knees,told me suck him.I loved how his cock slid into my mouth,loved the taste the texture,he grabbed my head and slowly pumped his cock in and out of my mouth.I could taste his pre cum in my mouth and was loving it.After a bit he stopped me ,pulled me to me feet and opened my pants.I just stood there as he pulled them down and felt up my ass.He told me take my pants off and with out thinking I did,I knew he wanted to fuck me and just let it happen.He pushed and bent me over,ythen I felt him but some kind of lube in my hole,then he grabbed my hips started to push his cock into me.He wasn't that big maybe 6 - 6 1/2 not real thick but it took a bit of time to get him all in.Then at 1st he slowly started to fuck me,after the brief bit of pain ,his cock felt a bit weird in my ass then I started to like it. I could hear him saying "nice" and "so tight".THe funny thing was as he was fucking me I was looking at the ground and saw alot of used rubbers and so lube containers ,I never thought to ask the guy to wear a rubber,so i reached back and felt his bare cock,he was fucking me pretty fast and hard then he grabbed my hips hard and came in me.I just stayed bent over letting him finish After he was done he patted my ass,told me thanks,pulled his pants up and left me there.I reached back could feel his cum leaking out of my ass,and with out thinking started to jerk off, I came in no time,then realized what I did. I had to find my pants that I had kicked over into the bushes and got the hell out of there.I was embarassed that I had let a guy fuck me and felt guilty that I had cheated on my wife.I drove home swearing that I would never do that again,but about 2 weeks later I was back there.I had a lot of hot times there even started going to other outdoor cruising places,including a gay nude beach,I steill love pleasing guys and really love outdoor sex
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