Story of Me and My EX! so stop asking me

Hieeee, I'm writing this because me tired of repeating my story to PM over and over again.. I met my Ex-bf when i was 16 through secondary school. I was almost the popular k** in school because i don't follow school attire rules. The skirt wear so long like one aunty i don't like. I also got many detention cause i come school late and with thick make up. But also i like to doll up ma.. not as if i steal people things. Despite my attire problem and missing some morning class, my grades was still above the average in my class. kekex i pretty smart one okay. top 10 in a class of 40 horr.. a lot of ahbeng and basketball boys in my school keep want jio me but i reject cause i scare they change me become a ahlian. Please horr.. i doll up and taper my skirt doesn;t mean i ah lian. Thats where i met my ex, he was also quite popular for being late cause he help out in his papa food business till late. We first know each other from detention class la then eventually become friends. He was ok looking but i find he charming cause he got money and talk like more mature then the boys of the same age. In the end we got together lor. Slowly we progress, he bring me go out on date, kiss and touch touch, and then eventually he ask me sex. he say will wear condom thats why i okay. but i don't know anything about sex so he make me watch porn with him. At first when i see i was scared la. walao the dick in the porn website all so big how will it fit into my mouth. and like the pornstars beri xin ku liddat, when they blowjob some of them eyes become red and got tears come out one.. He say he not that kind one so i eventually give in lor. At first he not like this and i quite enjoy it. After all is my 1st time i suck a dick and got dick inside me. but then slowly he request for more rough stuff. By then i already love him many many already so i just say okay lor. Slowly from Blowjob, to deep throat to gagging. Each time it get more rough and rough until my face and his dick all cover in slimy saliva. I got complain to him say that i don't like cause beri messy. and sometime i cannot breathe and i will have tears coming out cause he push my mouth and head into the dick so hard. Then he convince me that this is what guys like ma.. their girlfriend or future wife must please the guy so he won't find other girls. His logic is if you can satisfy his maximum needs, even if he find other girl it will not be the same and choose you over the rest. It took me a while to accept it and things got more crazyyyy. He say he like me to be a submissive slave liddat, only during sex. He slap me, choke me, rub saliva on my face & body, pull my hair and even tear my school uniform(he did buy me a new set each time). Then he ask me can spit on my face and call me dirty stuff. I was like WTF NOO. hello i am your gf lehhh, why you spit on me, people only spit on people you angry or don't like what. Some more i not slut or whore okay.. i only agree to do this because you my bf. But then he say cause this turns him on to the max la, and he say he only will do it when during sex not outside the bed. He likes the feeling that as if i was a pornstar just for him and can be treated the same way as pornstars. He also say that since your face already messy, spit is like nothing liddat. Plus the only strong taste is the cum. the rest no taste one. Which was true la.. By then i was already 1 year relationship with him so ya.. i gave in again lor. I didn't know i would ever swallow cum but it just happen everytime because when i feel good i won't think so much, he want shoot ask me open mouth i just follow. end up i just listen and swallow it. But ya i like cum so its okay for me.. Eventually i let him do almost everything except creampie. Eventually i also got used to it and i watch porn sometimes myself. I don't know why i feel so horny and good when i feel that i have been used like a fuck toy/slut and being degraded. Each time he close doors i feel like i've being **** by him but it feels right to me. When he rip my clothes and start choking me against the wall. and spit into my face, i feel so horny. he slap my face and spit more of his saliva on me and pull my hair throw me to the floor. And yes i got bruises from that T_T. next thing i know i was gagging on to his dick as he continue spit more and rub his dick all over my face. Each time before sex he always ask me put ''clubbing'' kind of thick make up. so when sex he ruin the make up it will smudge, which is very hot for him. so yea my you can imagine my face everytime after he facefuck my face, with all the slimy saliva, spit, cum and messy make up. Next he will pull my hair to make me stand up and throw me on the bed. and start fucking me, doggy, missionary, 69 all and when he about to cum he will pull out his condom and shoot anywhere he like except my vagina. then he will ask me not to move and spit on my face one last time and take photos of me. I was so horny that i didn't think of stopping him. He promise he will keep it to himself la. Which i won't know now cause we already broke up. The most crazy i've did was when he ask can do threesome a not. He want share me with his best friend. i say no. i tell him i did so much for you already its my limit. i cannot imagine fucking another guy. he told him that was his dream fetish never experience before and promise me after his poly he find job will marry me.. i feel touched la cause he already bought a ring to show how real it was. So ya. i gave in again. it felt so weird when his best friend dick is in my mouth, because i don't love him at all just letting him fuck. then my bf pulled my hair and make me suck and gag on his dick and turn me on, then he pull my hair out again and stuff my face into his best friend dick. by then i don't feel any weirdness as i was already turn on and horny ready to be treated like a slut. Eventually i got used to it and threesome become a regular thing, i no longer felt weird if i were to have sex with other guys. But then eventually we broke up cause he say he want shoot in ask me take contraceptive pills which i don't want. i tell him that if u love me enough you will respect at least this. we keep quarrelling over this and eventually i felt i had enough. Then i scare him that you ask again i break up with you. He said okay, and i was heart broken. I stay with my aunty and my mama papa in msia doing biz. and my close friends know what i do sexually all abandon me call me slut/whore. I Stopped schooling after i finish secondary school and become a sugar baby for a sugar daddy when i was 18. Now i'm 19 and i had 3 sugar daddies already. You can judge me all you want but at least i'm making use of myself to earn money. I don't need your understanding or care. As long i like you, you pay me you can fuck me. Thats my logic. After all i learn a lot of valuable lesson in my life. Money = Power. Can shop and do the things you like. So yes, i am one slutty submissive ah lian, but i am happy. Heres the story.

Haters gonna hate. HMPH

MICHIE the SLUT