Dreaming... if I were building the perfect me

I'm not shy, so I wouldn't have to change that :) As for my personality - in person as opposed to online - not for me to say, though it's not like I go around alienating people. And I love my body, you know? My recent brush with mortality added a few scars to it, but "no scars to your beautiful" as the song says. But we all want to be something more. That's life, right? For example, I mean, I've had two cocks at once - why not three?

So, anyway, watching one of my favorite female pornstars, Kagney Linn Karter, got me thinking about the ultimate "me". This is mostly because Kagney's voice, while probably annoying to some, is what I wish I sounded like. She's such a, you know - bimbo slut, speaking as one, anyway. As for the rest of me, I know some things down to the detail, for example

- I wish my nipples were as prominent as Farrah Fawcett's (look her up if you don't know who she was...)
- I really want my nips and anus bleached - there is a Russian pornstar named "Valeria" who has the exact look I want
- Along with that I want those super dark Brazilian tans with the super white tan lines that they do with tape
- I love my cock. It's always been there. Literally. Others love it, too. Literally.

Hair. At present I wear my hair and change it often. Still work for a living. Life sucks... Still have all my hair and it's naturally thick and straight. So, yeah - I would grow it out to the middle of my back and color it blonde and behave as would be expected.

Would I change anything about my face? Sure - I'm older! Doctors can do wonders with things like wrinkles... I'm as vain as any other bitch on here. Love for my teeth to be glowing white.

I can't have wider hips, and I have carved my obliques in through diet and exercise (not bragging, but I did work hard...) so that my waist is as tiny as it can be at my age and given the wear and tear I've been through (making my hips as look as good as they're gong to...). But I could have a better ass (some would disagree). I'm not talking about ridiculously disproportionate; just a little more round and heart-shaped. Plenty of them out there - so many I am not sure which one I would show a doctor before I had it done, lol...

So, finally, boobs. Go big or go home? Honestly, all I want is what my body would give me (big, bleached nips aside...). If you've followed me since I've been here, or looked at my older pics, I stopped wearing fake tits a long time ago. Going back to what got me started writing this - Kagney Linn - I love her big cans! But I loved Kacey Jordan's tits before she had them done. So if you search for Kacey Jordan before her boob job, that's about the size I would want for myself. Not large at all - just tiny, almost budding I would say, boobies.

So there's me dreaming me. reasonable minds may differ and are more than welcome to chime in. "Life is just a fantasy can you live this fantasy life?" Can we make me a better fuck toy? If so, why not?