They sent me home
I guess I ended up with the best case scenario. A doctor lanced the abscess. It was really gross and it hurt. I got it treated so early there is a chance everything will heal with strong oral antibiotics. I just have to take it easy for a few days, or I'll end up right back in the hospital again. I guess I'm pretty damn contagious. I'm sorry that I warned so many people that I might be gone for many days. Last time this year, I didn't get a chance to warn anyone. I'm so grateful for everyone who sent me a comment. It's bullshit that you can't make real friends on a porn site. It could take me awhile to feel better. I might not get to thank everyone who was so nice to me. Just know you all made me feel like good people cared about me. Most of the people I know in real life couldn't even say something as simple as 'I hope things end up okay.' I would be a hot mess if I didn't have so many friends on the internet. Thank you. Hopefully, these oral antibiotics are all that I need to get better. It could be a few days, but I still plan to get real comfortable on video. I loved every comment I received. I may miss a lot of messages the next few days. Please believe me that it never bothers me if you keep messaging me until I respond.. Thank you once again for being so fucking nice to me. It meant the world to me. I honestly was freaked out because thing could've been so bad.
7 年 前
Per the antibiotics thing, yeah - when I was in the ICU 2 years ago, I got sicker from the antibiotics than I did from the actual TSS.
That's interesting about the friend requests thing. I think because I screen my friend requests more, I can weed out more of the time wasters or what not - I'd say I have like 10 or fewer "friends" I talk to on a semi-regular basis here, even though I have fewer than 800 overall.
I'm a sucker for it still though. I absolutely hate having to decline friend requests, but at least I try to do it in a nice, respectful way. There are some real assholes here though, and that's why I had to make my profile only viewable to friends a long time ago. Didn't want some butthurt troll I declined a friend request to to come back for revenge and downvote all of my stuff! ahh the drama of xhamster.
Per the making things on here - yeah, I've sort of kept my distance from most people. It says I have like 750 of them, but I've only ever had a "real conversation" with like 10 of them. I can't even imagine nearly 29,000...you're too kind! haha
i hope that it wasnt too painful and you be right as rain soon!
You know here there are so many people who can hear (read) from you if you need to talk.... maybe we are not neighbours, but i have ears (and eyes) ready if you need
Kisses