Fast Forward to Confession

Prior to what you read below I wrote two long emails I was going to send to her about my fantasy because that was the only way I though I could tell her. I deleted to first email but will post the second one because I never sent them to her. In fact, I became so frustrated one night about two months ago while on our way to dinner that I went for it and started talking to her. Below is what happened.



I simply started by asking about why she and I never talk about sex and she wanted to know what it was I wanted to discuss. I said okay but asked her if I could talk about my fantasies and she said sure. I then basically blurted out I have fantasized about her with well hung men and, as tactfully as possible and scared to death, I admitted my fantasies were mostly of her with well hung black men. (Actually that was a lie, they were all with hung black men.)

After 10 years of all this it came down to the drive to a restaurant where I confessed everything to her about how I felt. To my surprise my wife never flinched, and she just continued to look at me while we parked and I continued to do all the talking. I did not want to waste this moment like I had in the past so I was brutally honest about it all. Well we finished the talk in the restaurant parking lot, ate, and then with me not wanting the night to end we went to a bar down the street which is something we NEVER do.

I let her know I have fantasized for years about watching her take a well hung black lover to our bedroom and watching them. Trust me, I got very graphic with everything. I said I watched as she got naked in front of him and then him undressing in front of her and seeing her face when she sees how big he is. I went on and told her I visualized her telling me how big he was and that she got on her knees and sucked his cock and after awhile he picked her up in his arms and carried her to the bed. I let her know that when he picked her up you could see her pussy and how wet she was and also how great he looked walking her to the bed with his huge cock hanging betweeen his legs.

I described the scene in bed where I said it was amazing because she spreads her legs very wide and allows this well hung black man to crawl between them while I watch. That I watch him take the huge head of his penis and rub it up and down her slit and as he is about enter her I lean forward so I could watch eveything.

I tell my wife that in my fantasy she asks me is everything still okay as this hung black man is about make love to her and then tells me how big he is as he starts to enter her. I also tell my wife I ask if he is big and does he fill you up and that she says yes to it all. I tell her that she has her legs pulled back as far as they will go to give him more access and that these guys in my fantasy sometimes shoot their load on her belly but I also had to admit that sometimes I visualize them shooting their load in her and she feels them swell up and she tells me he is about to cum. END.

I know, it sounds crazy but I told her literally everything all at once. I also know this all sounds like bull but I swear it is true. I kept getting more graphic because she was so receptive and never once complained. It was the most surreal night of my life.