The Letter I Never Sent
Wow, my wife reminded me I had sent her the first letter, which is not as detailed as this btw. So everything I said about not sending her the first letter you can disregard. She knew but I guess I had never emphasized enough how important this fantasy was so I was reaching out again to her in this second email.
THE LETTER:
Dear Helen
Been wanting to talk to you about this for awhile but had to work up some nerve again. I hope you are okay with this.
I wish I could talk about this stuff without being so nervous. Remember the old email I sent you, the one about well hung guys? Well I know I am taking a risk but I want to pose more things to you.
I know I am not the lover I should be. Trust me, I wish I was more turned on about the idea of "normal" sex. And no it's not you if that is what you are thinking. In fact, all of my fantasies involve you when it comes to sex, but I know how you feel about what I like to do so I hate to impose upon you to satisfy my weird sexual cravings, so I do not get pushy. I sent you that earlier email about well hung guys because I wanted to see if you were game and also because I knew I would get really nervous talking to you about all this. You never said no to any of the things I brought up about well hung guys so I am hoping that meant you are willing to listen. I held off until now because I do not want you to feel like you are being pressured into anything. I want you to be excited and go along willingly!
Even though I say it is arousing to see a well hung guy, I think it is even more arousing if you as a woman are candid and admit to me a well hung guy is a turn on, that's what I truly like about it all. So................you can see why I get just a tad bit nervous about the subject even though I like the idea. Most men want to avoid the subject of other guys who are very well endowed around their wives and much bigger than them, but that is not the case with me. I hate to admit it, but it is a huge turn on for me to think you might find the sight of a well hung guy arousing.
I need to tell you about why I get nervous about this. I get nervous two ways. I really want to know what you think about guys who are well endowed and hoping you like it, but at the same time I admit it would make me aroused but nervous to actually hear you telling me. I also worry that you hold back for fear of hurting my feelings. (Mixed emotions: Scared because some of these guys are so impressive and aroused because you see how big they are. Worried you find a hung guy amazing - amazing meaning a very long and very thick cock, with a huge head - but you will not tell me how big they look because you are more concerned about how that might make me feel.) Do you remember me talking about the large piece of drift wood at the beach and how some guys I've seen look that big? You seemed to be curious that day and I was loving it. You appeared, at least to me, to be genuinely impressed by it all. You asked questions and when I asked you to put your hand around it to get an idea of how big they were YOU DID IT! I wanted to know what was swirling in your head that day but was too nervous to ask. But let me tell you, the fantasy in my head was you loved it and told me you were turned on by the image of a guy being so well endowed.
All of this stuff really turns me on, but in fact it's all about how I perceive your thoughts, feelings and emotions. If I see a guy on-line who has an amazing cock I instantly envision you being the one looking at him. I know it may sound weird but I get so aroused by the idea that you would see a guy who is well endowed and find it attractive. Heck, just knowing you are reading all of this turns me on.
At this point I have no idea how I am coming across. It sounds crazy even to me. A lot of people are very open about this stuff but we are pretty tame when it comes to sex so it does concern me if I am sounding "weird." Tell me now, is this too much for you and I need to stop, or do you like me sharing this and want to play? I realize it may sound kinky or weird and to some degree I wish I was different, but I am not so this is how I am trying to communicate with you and see if we can have some fun if you will.
Love Keith
P.S. I have went this far so I thought I would go further and see if you will humor me on the interracial sex I told you about. I have no idea why, but interracial sex is a huge turn on for me too. I am trying to be delicate about this because it makes me nervous to tell you these things but the only way to do this is just come out and say everything about it very candidly. I am really putting myself out on all this and can admit I am scared of what you may think about me. It's funny, I want you to like to this, but I am also nervous you are turned on too and want to entertain my "fetish" and see what this is all about.
You and I have played by all the rules of society. We always play within the norms, so I will never know about all of this if I do not ask, I also do not want to come off as a weirdo and I am hoping you are okay hearing these confessions, so here goes. (No turning back, I cannot believe I am going to talk to you about this!!!!!!!!! Wow, I am nervous.)
I absolutely love watching a white woman with a very well hung black man. I remember watching porn with you in days past and the first time we saw a well hung black man with a white woman, I got really nervous seeing how big he was because I was wondering if you were thinking about how big he was too. The size, shape and color of his cock next to the white woman stunned me. It was amazing to see them both naked together. Since then I've seen real homemade porn of hung black guys with white women, which is very popular btw, and the homemade porn of interracial sex is is so erotic. A lot of it entails either a black guy and his white girlfriend filming each other, or a white couple who wants the wife/gf to have sex with a well hung black man while the husband/bf watches and films
In these homemade videos, the boyfriend, girlfriend thing is very nice, but the white couples are amazing because they are usually in this for the first time or have a fetish for hung black guys. These couples usually "shop" for a black guy on-line, looking at pictures of them naked to verify the guy is actually a hung black man, and by hung I mean these black guy's cocks wind up being enormous. After corresponding for awhile they usually meet up at the house or a hotel and you get to witness first hand just how erotic these encounters can be.
Let me tell you, these videos are real, and a lot of times it is the first time for the wife with another guy much less a well hung black guy and you can see just how nervous she is about what is going to happen. You can also see how impressed or shocked the wife gets when the black guy finally takes his clothes off and she sees his cock for the first time. It is amazing to see the expressions on their face when they first catch a glimpse of his cock hanging between his legs and I have heard wives say things like "omg it's amazing" or "omg it's beautiful".
The sex that takes place between them is so erotic to watch. I have heard wives actually apologize to their husbands during sex because they were enjoying it so much or ask if they were still sure. I have no idea what the husband is thinking during all of this, but the way his wife is grunting and groaning I can imagine the husband cannot help but enjoy it. Some husbands talk to their wives and ask if his cock is big or if it feels as good as they say. Some wives admit it's the best sex they have ever had.
As for what it does for me? The main thing is the size of these black guys compared to me. I know I am not small but on the other hand I come no where close to be being as big as they are. I measure a good 7 inches or more but these guys are as big as 10 or 11 inches and their girth is way bigger. And to be frank, some of these black guys I've seen are literally twice as big as I am and it is impressive. By comparison, they are huge in every way. I've literally seen black guys in these movies who are on their knees whose cocks hung down and almost touched the floor with the poor wife bent over on all fours in front of them. Another thing that amazes me about a well hung black guy is that a condom literally does not fit them. The condom is stretched to the limit and it only fits down about half or three quarters of their cock. And from the times I wore a condom I know that I have plenty of condom left over when I put them on and it is loose.
Another thing that makes these things erotic is the husband and wife both know the guy she is about to have sex with is hung so I believe they have to be nervous as hell. I've seen hung black guys standing naked in front of these wives whose cock is at least 8 inches long soft. It's surreal the way the wife stands there for a moment just gazing at him and after a few moments makes the first move and walks up to him and starts to touch and kiss him. It's equally amazing to watch the wife first take his cock in her hands and caresses it. Some of these guys are so big these wives cannot hold them with two hands. What a turn on. Last but not least, it always amazing to watch these wives finally take this huge black cock into her mouth or when they open their legs and let this hung black guy crawl between them and watch as she copes with his size. It is incredible to watch.
Please trust me, this is not dirty or creepy stuff, I've seen the videos of some great looking older and younger white couples who are well off doing this and the black guy is good looking, clean and of course very big.
I know I want you with me during all of this. I have no idea if it is role playing or what, but somehow I'd like to enjoy it all with you. I know you probably think I am a freak because even I think this is crazy but I can't help it. I also hope you might be reading this now or have already read this and I have been outed but you will not tell me because you are waiting for me to send this. If you have, please send me an email.
I guess what I am asking is for us to watch some of the homemade porn I have talked about and to look at some of the photos so you can see the size of these guys with me and I can get your reaction. I really think you will be amazed at the shape and size of these guy's cocks and see it as something attractive rather than dirty.
I have no idea what it is but I love all of that. I hope you are not mad at me or turned off .
THE LETTER:
Dear Helen
Been wanting to talk to you about this for awhile but had to work up some nerve again. I hope you are okay with this.
I wish I could talk about this stuff without being so nervous. Remember the old email I sent you, the one about well hung guys? Well I know I am taking a risk but I want to pose more things to you.
I know I am not the lover I should be. Trust me, I wish I was more turned on about the idea of "normal" sex. And no it's not you if that is what you are thinking. In fact, all of my fantasies involve you when it comes to sex, but I know how you feel about what I like to do so I hate to impose upon you to satisfy my weird sexual cravings, so I do not get pushy. I sent you that earlier email about well hung guys because I wanted to see if you were game and also because I knew I would get really nervous talking to you about all this. You never said no to any of the things I brought up about well hung guys so I am hoping that meant you are willing to listen. I held off until now because I do not want you to feel like you are being pressured into anything. I want you to be excited and go along willingly!
Even though I say it is arousing to see a well hung guy, I think it is even more arousing if you as a woman are candid and admit to me a well hung guy is a turn on, that's what I truly like about it all. So................you can see why I get just a tad bit nervous about the subject even though I like the idea. Most men want to avoid the subject of other guys who are very well endowed around their wives and much bigger than them, but that is not the case with me. I hate to admit it, but it is a huge turn on for me to think you might find the sight of a well hung guy arousing.
I need to tell you about why I get nervous about this. I get nervous two ways. I really want to know what you think about guys who are well endowed and hoping you like it, but at the same time I admit it would make me aroused but nervous to actually hear you telling me. I also worry that you hold back for fear of hurting my feelings. (Mixed emotions: Scared because some of these guys are so impressive and aroused because you see how big they are. Worried you find a hung guy amazing - amazing meaning a very long and very thick cock, with a huge head - but you will not tell me how big they look because you are more concerned about how that might make me feel.) Do you remember me talking about the large piece of drift wood at the beach and how some guys I've seen look that big? You seemed to be curious that day and I was loving it. You appeared, at least to me, to be genuinely impressed by it all. You asked questions and when I asked you to put your hand around it to get an idea of how big they were YOU DID IT! I wanted to know what was swirling in your head that day but was too nervous to ask. But let me tell you, the fantasy in my head was you loved it and told me you were turned on by the image of a guy being so well endowed.
All of this stuff really turns me on, but in fact it's all about how I perceive your thoughts, feelings and emotions. If I see a guy on-line who has an amazing cock I instantly envision you being the one looking at him. I know it may sound weird but I get so aroused by the idea that you would see a guy who is well endowed and find it attractive. Heck, just knowing you are reading all of this turns me on.
At this point I have no idea how I am coming across. It sounds crazy even to me. A lot of people are very open about this stuff but we are pretty tame when it comes to sex so it does concern me if I am sounding "weird." Tell me now, is this too much for you and I need to stop, or do you like me sharing this and want to play? I realize it may sound kinky or weird and to some degree I wish I was different, but I am not so this is how I am trying to communicate with you and see if we can have some fun if you will.
Love Keith
P.S. I have went this far so I thought I would go further and see if you will humor me on the interracial sex I told you about. I have no idea why, but interracial sex is a huge turn on for me too. I am trying to be delicate about this because it makes me nervous to tell you these things but the only way to do this is just come out and say everything about it very candidly. I am really putting myself out on all this and can admit I am scared of what you may think about me. It's funny, I want you to like to this, but I am also nervous you are turned on too and want to entertain my "fetish" and see what this is all about.
You and I have played by all the rules of society. We always play within the norms, so I will never know about all of this if I do not ask, I also do not want to come off as a weirdo and I am hoping you are okay hearing these confessions, so here goes. (No turning back, I cannot believe I am going to talk to you about this!!!!!!!!! Wow, I am nervous.)
I absolutely love watching a white woman with a very well hung black man. I remember watching porn with you in days past and the first time we saw a well hung black man with a white woman, I got really nervous seeing how big he was because I was wondering if you were thinking about how big he was too. The size, shape and color of his cock next to the white woman stunned me. It was amazing to see them both naked together. Since then I've seen real homemade porn of hung black guys with white women, which is very popular btw, and the homemade porn of interracial sex is is so erotic. A lot of it entails either a black guy and his white girlfriend filming each other, or a white couple who wants the wife/gf to have sex with a well hung black man while the husband/bf watches and films
In these homemade videos, the boyfriend, girlfriend thing is very nice, but the white couples are amazing because they are usually in this for the first time or have a fetish for hung black guys. These couples usually "shop" for a black guy on-line, looking at pictures of them naked to verify the guy is actually a hung black man, and by hung I mean these black guy's cocks wind up being enormous. After corresponding for awhile they usually meet up at the house or a hotel and you get to witness first hand just how erotic these encounters can be.
Let me tell you, these videos are real, and a lot of times it is the first time for the wife with another guy much less a well hung black guy and you can see just how nervous she is about what is going to happen. You can also see how impressed or shocked the wife gets when the black guy finally takes his clothes off and she sees his cock for the first time. It is amazing to see the expressions on their face when they first catch a glimpse of his cock hanging between his legs and I have heard wives say things like "omg it's amazing" or "omg it's beautiful".
The sex that takes place between them is so erotic to watch. I have heard wives actually apologize to their husbands during sex because they were enjoying it so much or ask if they were still sure. I have no idea what the husband is thinking during all of this, but the way his wife is grunting and groaning I can imagine the husband cannot help but enjoy it. Some husbands talk to their wives and ask if his cock is big or if it feels as good as they say. Some wives admit it's the best sex they have ever had.
As for what it does for me? The main thing is the size of these black guys compared to me. I know I am not small but on the other hand I come no where close to be being as big as they are. I measure a good 7 inches or more but these guys are as big as 10 or 11 inches and their girth is way bigger. And to be frank, some of these black guys I've seen are literally twice as big as I am and it is impressive. By comparison, they are huge in every way. I've literally seen black guys in these movies who are on their knees whose cocks hung down and almost touched the floor with the poor wife bent over on all fours in front of them. Another thing that amazes me about a well hung black guy is that a condom literally does not fit them. The condom is stretched to the limit and it only fits down about half or three quarters of their cock. And from the times I wore a condom I know that I have plenty of condom left over when I put them on and it is loose.
Another thing that makes these things erotic is the husband and wife both know the guy she is about to have sex with is hung so I believe they have to be nervous as hell. I've seen hung black guys standing naked in front of these wives whose cock is at least 8 inches long soft. It's surreal the way the wife stands there for a moment just gazing at him and after a few moments makes the first move and walks up to him and starts to touch and kiss him. It's equally amazing to watch the wife first take his cock in her hands and caresses it. Some of these guys are so big these wives cannot hold them with two hands. What a turn on. Last but not least, it always amazing to watch these wives finally take this huge black cock into her mouth or when they open their legs and let this hung black guy crawl between them and watch as she copes with his size. It is incredible to watch.
Please trust me, this is not dirty or creepy stuff, I've seen the videos of some great looking older and younger white couples who are well off doing this and the black guy is good looking, clean and of course very big.
I know I want you with me during all of this. I have no idea if it is role playing or what, but somehow I'd like to enjoy it all with you. I know you probably think I am a freak because even I think this is crazy but I can't help it. I also hope you might be reading this now or have already read this and I have been outed but you will not tell me because you are waiting for me to send this. If you have, please send me an email.
I guess what I am asking is for us to watch some of the homemade porn I have talked about and to look at some of the photos so you can see the size of these guys with me and I can get your reaction. I really think you will be amazed at the shape and size of these guy's cocks and see it as something attractive rather than dirty.
I have no idea what it is but I love all of that. I hope you are not mad at me or turned off .
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