The Girl Who Put Me In My Place

Recently, I saw a guy with a screen name that brought memories flooding back to me of a young lady I was seeing years ago, who all but said that to me, (his SN) back when I was 20, and she 21. The guy's SN being along the lines of 'not deserving to fuck a pussy.' This girl I was seeing, Joyce, would let me eat her pussy/ass out for about three months, while giving me handjobs only, before letting me go inside her one night, but she had me so intimidated and under so much pressure, I failed. I went limp and couldn't get inside her. She was fuming, and lit into me quite a bit. The next time I was with her, I asked if we could try again, and she looked at me and matter of factly said "You had your chance." and then "Why don't you just go down on me some more?" I knew she meant it, and I felt what was left of my manhood drain from me right there.

By the time she went up one side of me and down the other a few days later at a burger joint, after I said something she didn't like, I knew I'd never do anything more than eat her out, and even that became increasingly when SHE wanted it, and only then; the handjobs had also ceased, and I went along with it. One night, after she was finished with me eating her, she said to me that perhaps I "shouldn't worry about doing anything more with a woman." About a week later, she called me over and told me she was having sex with another guy, (getting laid) which devastated me even before she added "A woman needs a.. man." I asked her how much she'd been with this guy, and she said about six times at that point, and it was obvious to me he'd been taking care of her quite well by my observing her demeanor.

The really surprising thing was when she told me I could still come by and eat her out.. which I found myself agreeing to instantly. Then one night she let me watch her fuck the guy, it was intense.. when I watched him go inside her and bury it there, and then bang the hell out of her, I felt about two inches tall.. and two inches long. I couldn't even imagine doing to her what he did. She let me come by now and then for a while longer, before dumping me finally. Joyce was strong, smart, confident, forceful, and she pretty much emasculated me. She literally helped shape the rest of my life from then on forward.
6 年 前
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MWMluvsGayMen 3 年 前
I married her!  But in my case, that is the life I wanted.
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cocklover47 4 年 前
This I how I turned into a sissy slut for my master I loved licking her pussy clean before and after she got fucked by her man I was told to watch and not utter a word or touch myself if I was I good sissy sometimes I got to wank myself 
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : Indeed.
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : I enjoy it immensely! Naturally you can't argue with me! You're lucky to even be able to imagine it!
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : Yeah, pretty much. Big Men, big bellies, tree trunk thighs, big fat dick and balls. That's Don.
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : lol. I guess I can't argue with you here! I'm sure you enjoy it quite a bit.
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : I guess this would explain some of the pictures in your gallery also! The kind of man you live to be a cock-swallowing bitch for. :smile:
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : Oh, I AM right, which is why I get my cock sucked and you don't... and why I had my cock buried deep in a hot Hispanic waitress over the weekend, and you didn't! :smile:
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : I'll do that, and I'm sure you're right.
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : I always like to believe I'm perfect for that kind of job. I haven't had any complaints there! :smile: I am thankful absolutely for what Don gave me! Don was/is a big, burly guy, big belly, about 280-300 pounds, nice big fat cock and balls, big fat loads - a big bear type. His office desk chair would creak when he leaned back in it - a lot of Man there to support!
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : Good deal! And if you ever do get the chance to spill your guts to Joyce and apologize, you will feel even better, more relieved, and more educated by life!
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : Love getting my cock and balls babied and emptied, and you just might be perfect for the job! :-D You need to be thankful every day of your life for what Don gave you, guy! And I think you indeed are that! What exactly was Don, physically and otherwise... your "example" for all who have followed him?
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : lol It's quite obvious you like having your cock and balls babied and emptied! :smile: I felt extremely lucky to work for Don, and then to later begin working ON Don for two beautiful years. He's everything I've ever wanted in a Man to suck off, and he set my example for all who would follow. Nothing but wonderful memories of a beautiful big fat dick and big fat balls, and a lot of beautiful and delicious fat loads.
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : Thanks for that. I like to think I've learned some lessons in life, and I do try to conduct myself properly as much as I can! I promise to tell Joyce all of the above, if I ever see her again.
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : I would like to be in "Don's place" very, very much, guy. You should know by now how much I love having my cock sucked, throated and babied, and my balls babied and drained! 312 is a nice round number! Being a drooling, sperm-addicted cock swallower, I'm sure you felt even luckier than Don, but dayum! Yeah, I could handle Don's place with you, guy! :smile:
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : Well, you do appear to have learned some life lessons, and some respect! Just as long as you continue conducting yourself appropriately. I also expect you to immediately confess to Joyce everything, should you indeed ever run into her again. You can continue making amends in your current life. That's what you can say and do, guy! :smile:
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : That may have been what Don was doing, I don't know. But he definitely nailed me in the act of looking at his bulge that night, and he took me to task. lol 312 times, more or less, yep. A whole lot of sperm, and among the most beautiful hot fat and explosive loads I have ever had in my life! I do have a strong feeling you would like being in Don's place. lol
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : You're right. What can I say? lol At that time, I just didn't know how to touch on the subject with Joyce of my having sucked cock. I was wrong, and I know that she was open with me about "me," and open about everything she did, including men she had sex with prior to dating me, and then while she was still seeing me. It's been a long time since then. I have learned a lot since then. If I ever meet up with Joyce again, I will let her know all of this.  
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : "I took care of him about three times a week for the next two years." Oh, Dayum! :grinning: That is "about" 312 times! Don was savage! LOL He might have known all along that you were gawking at his bulge, and just let you think he didn't, and keep you drooling for his dick, until he was truly ready to nail you right in the act! 312. That's a lot of sperm, he fed you! I am indeed always "blunt," and I'll be blunt here when I tell you I wouldn't mind being in Don's place! :grinning:
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : Well, you might have garnered at least a shred of respect from her, had you been as open and honest with her from the start, as she seems to have been with you! Joyce openly straight up told you what she thought of you, your "manhood," your place in life, and told you straight up that she was getting laid by other men while still with you, who couldn't do it! Meanwhile, you never had the stones to tell her that you had sucked cock before, and still did! Not even after she had completely opened your eyes to what you truly were! That is something else you should have told her, guy! For two reasons! You should have told her because she deserved to know, and because it might have shown you were not ashamed of having a big poker in your mouth, and a fat sackful of spunk!
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : I guess this is about the size of it, in regards to Joyce and girls and me, and my "proper" path, yeah. You have a way of being pretty blunt about stuff. lol  As for my Boss, 'Don', I had been eyeing (and drooling at) his big fat bulge for a while, when he finally caught me one night - or at least called me out on it for the first time. He asked me if I liked what I was looking at, and I said "Yeah, I do," and next thing I knew he was asking me if I wanted a closer look, which I answered, "Yes," and from there I was on the floor between his legs at his desk chair, undoing his pants, taking out what was a beautiful fat cock and balls, and the rest is history. I sucked him off right there, and he unloaded a gorgeous fat load in my mouth and face. I took care of him about three times a week for the next two years.
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : I actually ran into her twice more after she dumped me - once about three nights later when I went to her house and basically begged her to take me back, and when she refused and showed me the door again, the next time about three years later when I ran into her at a gas station. We shared a minute or two of small talk, where she talked down to me like I was gum on the bottom of her shoe, and that was the last time I have ever seen her. To answer your question - no, Joyce didn't know I had been sucking cock before being with her.
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : "and from there it began." :grinning: This is great! You knew this was your proper path, and you finally admitted it to yourself! You like girls too, and later tried to make it with Joyce, but you failed miserably, and she helped make you realize it was for the best! What happened when "it began" that night with your Boss, and did it ever happen again with him after that night?
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : Well, should you ever run into her again, you need to thank her, guy! She helped set you right on the path you were meant to be. You were not meant to get in her, or any other girl. Joyce clearly sensed this and then confirmed it. Did she know you were already sucking cock before you were with her?
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : I thought about and salivated for cock throughout my youth, and finally got to live that dream at 18 with my Boss at a landscaping company I worked for. He was the manager at their equipment yard, and worked out of a small office on the premises. I was his assistant there, and to make a long story short for now, one night after closing up the yard and going into his office, he caught me staring at his very considerable bulge in his tight pants as he sat back in his desk chair, and from there it began.
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : Correct. Joyce is the only woman I have ever been with, and also correct that I never got inside her. It was obviously "meant to be," and it's correct to say she helped bring me to that conclusion. I never thanked her, because at that time I wasn't fully aware of all this yet, and what she did for me. It's true too, I had already found my true calling before I was seeing Joyce, though I never told her that. I guess the result with her was predictable, if I would have ever given it any thought at the time.
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : So in other words, you have never been in a woman, as Joyce shut the gate on you too upon finding you couldn't get through it. It looks to me like it was meant to be, and Joyce did indeed help bring you to that conclusion! Did you ever thank her? You should have! You indeed needn't be ashamed of that word, because it's clearly what she did to you! Sucking your first dick at 18 shows you already found your true calling, long before you attempted to be a man with Joyce! Your "Boss" too? Nice! Where was this?
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : Yes, Joyce is the only woman I have ever been with. I was with her from 20-21 years old, she was/is a few months older, and was already far more experienced, as I found out. I sucked my first cock at 18, (My Boss) upon finally admitting to myself who and what I truly was, and embracing it. That truth truly set me free, and a couple years later, Joyce showed me 'precisely' who and what I was, as she emasculated me. That's a term I was ashamed of years ago, but that too I have accepted. It was what it was!
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BigAlcaide
BigAlcaide 5 年 前
ILoveEmLongnFat : Dayum! I have known guys like you, who are pussy-whipped cock-gobblers, but you're a fascinating case! Two questions, if I may: 1.) Is Joyce the only woman you have ever been with, such as it was? 2.) At what age did you begin sucking cock?
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ILoveEmLongnFat
ILoveEmLongnFat 出版商 5 年 前
BigAlcaide : She did a number on me. She broke me down, dominated me, showed me what I was truly meant to be, and she emasculated me. She absolutely shaped my life.
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