The Girl Who Put Me In My Place
Recently, I saw a guy with a screen name that brought memories flooding back to me of a young lady I was seeing years ago, who all but said that to me, (his SN) back when I was 20, and she 21. The guy's SN being along the lines of 'not deserving to fuck a pussy.' This girl I was seeing, Joyce, would let me eat her pussy/ass out for about three months, while giving me handjobs only, before letting me go inside her one night, but she had me so intimidated and under so much pressure, I failed. I went limp and couldn't get inside her. She was fuming, and lit into me quite a bit. The next time I was with her, I asked if we could try again, and she looked at me and matter of factly said "You had your chance." and then "Why don't you just go down on me some more?" I knew she meant it, and I felt what was left of my manhood drain from me right there.
By the time she went up one side of me and down the other a few days later at a burger joint, after I said something she didn't like, I knew I'd never do anything more than eat her out, and even that became increasingly when SHE wanted it, and only then; the handjobs had also ceased, and I went along with it. One night, after she was finished with me eating her, she said to me that perhaps I "shouldn't worry about doing anything more with a woman." About a week later, she called me over and told me she was having sex with another guy, (getting laid) which devastated me even before she added "A woman needs a.. man." I asked her how much she'd been with this guy, and she said about six times at that point, and it was obvious to me he'd been taking care of her quite well by my observing her demeanor.
The really surprising thing was when she told me I could still come by and eat her out.. which I found myself agreeing to instantly. Then one night she let me watch her fuck the guy, it was intense.. when I watched him go inside her and bury it there, and then bang the hell out of her, I felt about two inches tall.. and two inches long. I couldn't even imagine doing to her what he did. She let me come by now and then for a while longer, before dumping me finally. Joyce was strong, smart, confident, forceful, and she pretty much emasculated me. She literally helped shape the rest of my life from then on forward.
By the time she went up one side of me and down the other a few days later at a burger joint, after I said something she didn't like, I knew I'd never do anything more than eat her out, and even that became increasingly when SHE wanted it, and only then; the handjobs had also ceased, and I went along with it. One night, after she was finished with me eating her, she said to me that perhaps I "shouldn't worry about doing anything more with a woman." About a week later, she called me over and told me she was having sex with another guy, (getting laid) which devastated me even before she added "A woman needs a.. man." I asked her how much she'd been with this guy, and she said about six times at that point, and it was obvious to me he'd been taking care of her quite well by my observing her demeanor.
The really surprising thing was when she told me I could still come by and eat her out.. which I found myself agreeing to instantly. Then one night she let me watch her fuck the guy, it was intense.. when I watched him go inside her and bury it there, and then bang the hell out of her, I felt about two inches tall.. and two inches long. I couldn't even imagine doing to her what he did. She let me come by now and then for a while longer, before dumping me finally. Joyce was strong, smart, confident, forceful, and she pretty much emasculated me. She literally helped shape the rest of my life from then on forward.
6 年 前