First ass play

Does anyone really long for the day that you first tried sticking something up your ass? I bought my first plug the other day and, my god, it's the best thing I ever bought. The feeling as it slid in all the way and knowing that I could walk anywhere and have that full feeling wherever I went. I mean, I didn't go far.... To much wanking to do but wow. I need to buy a dildo now and fuck myself hard. I used a carrot and that felt great but I want to know what a cock feels like. Maybe a vibrator. Hmmm so much choice and soooo much fun to be had.....