Random sissy thoughts.

I know the general widely accepted approach to dealing with sissies is to feminize them and “break” them, but.. I’m starting to think that isn’t as fun as bolstering a sissy’s masculinity in between periods. Keep their exercise up, keep them strong and get their testosterone going.. encourage masculine behaviors and get them confident in their masculinity and strength.. that way when you prissy them out, their littl boners are EXTRA hard in chastity.. they experience the fall all over again, the experience of going from full stranth man to prissy sissy faggot adds extra shock.

Mayybe I’m just a sadistic submissive, though. Or more sadistic and less submissive than I always tend to let on.

Maybe I’m that confident Morty that Rick always warns people about.
发布者 AniGirl81
6 年 前
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pervysub
AniGirl81 : Thankyou Ani for your kind words and amazing answer,sorry for sme reason not seen it before xx
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VWbuggers 6 年 前
I think it must be a total mindfuck!
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pervysub
Ani you are definitely a highly intelligent person who like so many of us,can get confused at times.We are very alike in so many ways.Lets embrace who we are and what we are,we are transvestites who enjoy sex with men and like to please them but we are strong independent people and we are only sissys if we choose.
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AniGirl81 出版商 6 年 前
pervysub : (continued) so, I totally get where you are coming from, and I seriously dig it! And I love and respect exactly everything you mentioned in your reply. I'm actually glad you perked in on it; it kind of reminded me to not always focus on presenting this one part of who I am here. 

I do have a LOT of fun embracing sissy lifestyle (the clothes are just too fun for me ! heheh) But embracing that nonstop, like I've mentioned before, can get heady and wear on you a lot. In a sense, the place I've found myself the past few months is probably because I went from one end of the mindset spectrum clear to the other side, and have been suffocating who I am as a non-normative pursuer of gender identity. 

All that being said, I'm glad you posted what you did. It is a great reminder to be mindful of one's whole self. 
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AniGirl81 出版商 6 年 前
pervysub : I -TOTALLY- get that. Seriously. I present myself as a sissy here, but it wasn't always like that for me. I as a matter of fact.. HATED.. maid uniforms. I thought they were silly and cliche'.. and call me a sissy? **** no . heheh. I'm not even kidding, I -hated- it. It wasn't that I was "resisting my true nature".. I just felt it was degrading and stole away what I believed in at the time.. which I was leaning more toward an actual trans state of mind still (long history with me and gender..). The big flip for me came when one day, I ended up chatting with a guy here locally in town from a now defunct website.. I had put up a profile where I was seriously just in honest need of more people in my life open and accepting to non-normative approaches to gender... I wasn't able to transition, but I still loved presenting as a girl. I was in a transition (ironically..) in my life, where I was getting older and realized I was letting life slip by me, and I was completely hung up on binary gender stuff. I had ALWAYS loved being tied up during sex and had a predominately submissive mindset, and I wanted someone in my life I could be open with aside from my girlfriend. I hated keeping that part of myself hidden from the world.. SOOoooo.. while talking to this guy, it went from legit straightup friendly talk, to more serious life-talk, to sexy talk and theorizing and the like... and for -me- I realized I personally  needed something more playful than "I am girl. I likes submissive sex with men." and while talking with this guy, he brought up the idea of having a french maid to help him and his wife around their house. Kinky.. with collars and gags and light bondage, but in a playful sense.. he offered a place for me to just open up and let loose. And~ he used the term sissy. 

I instantly told him I hated that term, that I didn't feel like a sissy, etc. and he never pressured it, but~! I caught myself closing up and closing off an experience I had never had before. And at that point in my life, (I was 27 at the time..) I had experienced a LOT of kinky fun shit, and it completely had come to a halt for a pretty long time cause I was struggling with my identity and such.

Now.. to be honest.. I've asked myself multiple times if that guy planted the seed that led me to embracing sissy lifestyle, but.. he didn't. I personally had been looking for something fun and a lot more lighthearted than I had been living at the time, and the bright colorful ultra frilly girly aesthetic of sissyness honestly played into my pastel colored preferences. 

Longer story shorter, I tried it.. relented to being called a sissy while dressed as such.. and I ended up having a total blast with it. It was super fun for me! But that is all it was and has ever been. Just a fun facet of who I am. 

I am guilty of not presenting myself in full of who I am here.. I constantly call myself a sissy faggot, but really, I'm just an individual too. 
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pervysub
I do not really like the term sissy,I like to dress I like men using me for sex,but I am an independent individual and nobody owns me.Yes I play games but I am a t girl slut,sissy is an American use of the word that has come to Britain.On dating sites I never call myself a sissy or pretend to be one,I am sexually sub.Does this  make any sense to others,it does to me
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Crimsonike
Crimsonike 6 年 前
I like this. You are being very open and honest with something many people wouldnt agree with. I think its an interesting point of view and I never thought about it, it could be worth giving it a try! 
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