How it all started ...

My first introduction to porn other than Playboy and Penthouse was a life-changer for me. I found a stack of mags in my dad's closet, and was absolutely amazed at what I was seeing. Other than my own little teen self, this was the first time I had ever seen an erect penis. I'd never be the same.

The magazine was Swedish Erotica, a small magazine, but thick and in glorious color. As I started to look through it page by page, my cock was instantly hard, and I don't think I made it through the first 10 pages that first time before shooting a load. Even the ads were more than I could handle. The images of women touching and rubbing fully erect cocks, sucking them, licking the heads, holding the big balls in their hands, it was just amazing. I didn't know it until many years later, but I wanted those cocks in my mouth and wanted to taste the delicious payloads pent up inside those big balls.

That first mag had a vignette in it, turned out to be my all-time fave, that featured a man named Eric and a woman named Lisa. Lisa was a thick blond with a pretty face, great hair, perfect tits and a wonderful curvy body. And she seemed to really love Eric's beautiful cock, which was an uncut masterpiece, veiny and thick, with large balls below and a taut scrotum. The pics showing her licking the tip and suckling at the head made me ejaculate over and over.

But it was the campy dialog that went with the pics that I'll never forget. Those words were part of it for me, the descriptions of what they were doing and feeling. These first sessions with this magazine sealed the deal for me for life. Porn was something I'd always have around me, and hard manhood was something I would always be fascinated by and long for. As Lisa sucked and licked at Eric's cock, the pics transitioned to him fucking her. She was on her back and his foreskin was pulled back has he pushed his stiff penis into her soft body. The words were "Eric could hold back no longer. Gazing down at the oily slit from which he had just withdrawn, he jets thick ribbons of spunk over the altar of his desire." The pic with that showed a forceful spurt of cum shooting from the tip of his cock and hitting her pussy straight on. I was in heaven.

I probably ejaculated 100 times to this picture and these words. There were more pics in that sequence, showing him completing the emptying of his balls all over her pussy, lower belly and thighs. And then more with him fucking her again with words "his swollen penis drills its way deep into her body." More ejaculations on my part, for sure.

I think of those pictures and those words often, particularly when I get the chance to have a hard cock in my mouth and feel the texture of his penis and his foreskin, hold and squeeze and tickle his balls, and taste and swallow his semen. It was the beginning of it all for me.