Things people keep asking me
I've been asked a lot of interesting and/or bizarre questions about being a sissy slut. So here's what I've answered and some personal info about me:
(Please feel free to ask me anything, I promise to be truthful)
When did you start crossdressing?
I discovered that I'm not like the other boys at a very young age (about 8 or 9) and started to wear panties and girly clothes (see my posting 'How I became a sissy fag' for the whole story).
I've always been slender and weak, not good at sports, and got teased a lot for that. So I had very low self-esteem and felt inadequate, and finally developed a submissive personality.
Why do you call yourself a dumb slut?
I'm a cum-addicted, cock-craving sissy fag, dressing slutty and debasing myself just to attract real men. I love to feel helpless and inferior when I'm abused and degraded. I can't control myself, I do any depraved shit to get cock, so wouldn't you call that stupid and pathetic, too? Oh yes, I just love to be a brainless bimbo fuckdoll.
Do you date with girls and/or other sissies?
I think I look kinda cute, so sometimes women ask me out. But they soon discover my weak personality, so it always ends with me muff-diving, ass-licking and foot-worshiping them.
Of course, I love to play with other gurls, kissing, fondling, licking. And I absolutely adore when they take command and make me their bitch.
Have you ever been pegged with a strap-on/dildo?
The first time was by my ex gf and then mistress, Nicole. One day she ordered me to take position for her, ass up head down, telling me that since I act like a pussy I should feel how it is to have one. She put on her strap-on in front of my face, made me lick on it and lube it with my spit. Then she went behind me and slowly worked it up my tight asscunt. I had played with several objects like candles before, but it still hurt when she pushed it deeper and deeper. After becoming more comfy she poked me quite hard for half an hour, calling me her lil' cockwhore and naughty bitch. It was amazing.
Nowadays my sissy boyfriend regularly pegs me roughly and stretches my hole with all sorts of toys, dildos, inflatable plugs, anal beads. He's quite brutal and loves to see me squeal and suffer, enjoying my whimpering moans. His goal is to make me constantly gaping and get me ready to be fisted by him. I admit I hardly can wait for that day, haha.
Did you serve an owner/mistress?
Yes, my ex gf Nicole became my cruel mistress after splitting up with me because she found me too wimpy. She made me confess all my secret naughty desires to her and kept me as her on-call slave whenever she felt bored. I had to be completely naked around her except of my chastity cage, serve her breakfast, bath her, lick her both holes clean and worship her feet. Sometimes she made me parade for her in frilly ridiculous outfits just for her amusement.
Once she had me make out with one of her gay friends in front of her and suck his cock. She just laughed hysterically watching me becoming a total faggot whore for her, having her fun to mock me what a disgusting gay cocksucker and pathetic homo loser I am, knowing I'd do anything just to please her. I felt so utterly ashamed and embarrassed. Soon after she found a real man and lost interest in playing with a weak pussy like me, so she finally dumped me, sigh...
Are you into BDSM/spanking/role-play?
Yes, think I'm a bit of a painslut, both mentally and physically. I love to submit completely, helplessy subjected to the mercy of my punisher. I like it rough and forced and enjoy medium pain, but not extreme stuff like needles, whips, blood...
I appreciate (and need) harsh otk-spankigs and paddlings, especially when treated like a lil' girl.
I'm absolutely into age-play (baby, little gurl, frilly dresses), pet-play (collared, leashed, on all fours, docile eating from my bowl, meowww) and anything degrading (dumb bimbo, filthy hooker, toilet whore...)
What's your bra size?
A+, would love to get bigger boobs (my dream size is B), but I kinda like the pathetic look my flat frame gives me, with my perky nipples sticking out ;-)
What's your cock/clit size?
12x3 cm fully erect, wish it to become much smaller. But I almost can't get hard anymore, so I'm practically impotent and always limp (4-5 cm).
Do you wear a chastity cage?
Yes, I'm permanently locked and I luv it, my useless tiny clittie feels so cozy and safe in it. The little cage only comes off for cleaning or during play, if the guy/gurl demands it. I've started with a really cute pink one years ago. But because I'm almost constantly limp now, my clitty always kept slipping out, so I switched to a realy small steel one.
Do you wear butt blugs, what size, how often, how long?
I train my boipussy several times a week with my favorite butt-plug to stay smooth and wide. It's dark pink, 14 cm long and 4,5 cm diameter, and I'm in love with it. I keep it in when I'm around the house or doing my chores, sometimes to work, and when I go dogging (perfect to stay gaped and ready for cock).
The longest time plugged was about 20 hours, I fell asleep with it, giggle...
To widen my asscunt even more, I started wearing an ass tunnel (MEO Ass Grommet, size M). It hurt a bit in the beginning, but now it allows me to stay permanently plugged.
Have you ever thought about castration?
Almost every day, I so much wish to have my useless balls cut off and stay limp forever. Hope it'll shrink my clitty to baby size, ahh wouldn't that look totally cute? But it's not easy to get it done here, due to German/EU laws. Talked to a urulogist about this once, he just gave me a strange look and said it's weird and he wouldn't do it, even if it was allowed.
Have you been bullied in school, how did you feel?
Oh boy, yes, and how bad. I got bullied all time for my slender frame, my girlish walk and my long blond hair. I was slaped, pinned-down and beaten-up, called queer, faggot and homo, mocked, laughed at and groped in the gym showers, encountered lots of swirlies. I was totally ashamed, embarrassed and frightened. I felt so worthless and inferior, I cried a lot and my anyway low self-esteem dropped to zero.
But slowly I began to accept my fate as an inevitable consequence of being weak and effeminate, and that I don't deserve any better. I still felt pathetic, but it didn't bother me that much anymore, it became a common part of my daily routine. In fact, after a while I discovered in shame that I got aroused by all the humiliation and pain, and I started to look forward and enjoy my daily torment.
In the end it turned me on so much, that I completely gave in to my depraved urges and voluntarily debased myself to please my bullies and drive them on, begging them to hit me, suck their cocks and piss in my mouth. Needless to say I became the laughing stock of my school.
Are you offended when I call you names like pussy, faggot, homo...?
Oh no, of course not. That's exactly what I am, so why not name it? To be honest, it really turns me on. You can call me anything you like, I'm pretty sure it suits me ;-)
What are your most kinky/dirty fetishes?
Being a public urinal (done), gang-bang (done), non-consensual abuse/**** (done), k9 (once), horsies (still to come, sigh...)
Are you into s**t/caviar play?
No, had to do it twice and didn't like it, but I do rimming quite often.
Do you take hormones?
I did few years ago, but unfortunately had to stop due to some health problems. I'm on herbal products now, but the effects are not as strong as hrt.
Do you like watersports, has anyone ever peed over you or in your mouth?
Oh yeah, I love to get pissed on, all over my body and in my slutty face. I got filled up with yummy nectar many times and eagerly swallowed every drop. Unfortunately not all guys are into it :-(
Do you like wearing diapers?
I often sleep in diapers/pajama pants (DryNites, they're soo cute) and wear them the whole day when they're soaked. It's such a thrill when in public, not knowing if they leak or people recognize. Wish to become incontinent one day.
Have you ever been gang-banged or violated?
I've had several gang-bangs, mostly with strangers at dogging spots (see my post 'My first sissy gangbang'). It was awesome every time, felt completely used and ruined afterwards.
I was forced to give head and do rim-jobs a few times and twice taken in the ass against my will, but I think you can't call it violation if you like it, uh?
Your most embarrassing moment?
When sneaking around campus one night, fully dressed in a slutty, skimpy outfit and fuck-me heels, and a guard caught me. He inspected me up and down for about a minute, then told me to lift my miniskirt and stroke my tiny pecker for him.
I was completely mortified and paralized, and just did what I was told. I stood there, jerked in the bright beam of his flashlight and felt so vulnerable, not knowing who else was watching me. Of course I was too scared and nervous to get hard, so after what seemed like eternity I finally spurt some small cummies. He turned around and just walked away, I don't know if he was disgusted or amused.
I felt totally ashamed and anxiously hurried to mince back to my car.
(Please feel free to ask me anything, I promise to be truthful)
When did you start crossdressing?
I discovered that I'm not like the other boys at a very young age (about 8 or 9) and started to wear panties and girly clothes (see my posting 'How I became a sissy fag' for the whole story).
I've always been slender and weak, not good at sports, and got teased a lot for that. So I had very low self-esteem and felt inadequate, and finally developed a submissive personality.
Why do you call yourself a dumb slut?
I'm a cum-addicted, cock-craving sissy fag, dressing slutty and debasing myself just to attract real men. I love to feel helpless and inferior when I'm abused and degraded. I can't control myself, I do any depraved shit to get cock, so wouldn't you call that stupid and pathetic, too? Oh yes, I just love to be a brainless bimbo fuckdoll.
Do you date with girls and/or other sissies?
I think I look kinda cute, so sometimes women ask me out. But they soon discover my weak personality, so it always ends with me muff-diving, ass-licking and foot-worshiping them.
Of course, I love to play with other gurls, kissing, fondling, licking. And I absolutely adore when they take command and make me their bitch.
Have you ever been pegged with a strap-on/dildo?
The first time was by my ex gf and then mistress, Nicole. One day she ordered me to take position for her, ass up head down, telling me that since I act like a pussy I should feel how it is to have one. She put on her strap-on in front of my face, made me lick on it and lube it with my spit. Then she went behind me and slowly worked it up my tight asscunt. I had played with several objects like candles before, but it still hurt when she pushed it deeper and deeper. After becoming more comfy she poked me quite hard for half an hour, calling me her lil' cockwhore and naughty bitch. It was amazing.
Nowadays my sissy boyfriend regularly pegs me roughly and stretches my hole with all sorts of toys, dildos, inflatable plugs, anal beads. He's quite brutal and loves to see me squeal and suffer, enjoying my whimpering moans. His goal is to make me constantly gaping and get me ready to be fisted by him. I admit I hardly can wait for that day, haha.
Did you serve an owner/mistress?
Yes, my ex gf Nicole became my cruel mistress after splitting up with me because she found me too wimpy. She made me confess all my secret naughty desires to her and kept me as her on-call slave whenever she felt bored. I had to be completely naked around her except of my chastity cage, serve her breakfast, bath her, lick her both holes clean and worship her feet. Sometimes she made me parade for her in frilly ridiculous outfits just for her amusement.
Once she had me make out with one of her gay friends in front of her and suck his cock. She just laughed hysterically watching me becoming a total faggot whore for her, having her fun to mock me what a disgusting gay cocksucker and pathetic homo loser I am, knowing I'd do anything just to please her. I felt so utterly ashamed and embarrassed. Soon after she found a real man and lost interest in playing with a weak pussy like me, so she finally dumped me, sigh...
Are you into BDSM/spanking/role-play?
Yes, think I'm a bit of a painslut, both mentally and physically. I love to submit completely, helplessy subjected to the mercy of my punisher. I like it rough and forced and enjoy medium pain, but not extreme stuff like needles, whips, blood...
I appreciate (and need) harsh otk-spankigs and paddlings, especially when treated like a lil' girl.
I'm absolutely into age-play (baby, little gurl, frilly dresses), pet-play (collared, leashed, on all fours, docile eating from my bowl, meowww) and anything degrading (dumb bimbo, filthy hooker, toilet whore...)
What's your bra size?
A+, would love to get bigger boobs (my dream size is B), but I kinda like the pathetic look my flat frame gives me, with my perky nipples sticking out ;-)
What's your cock/clit size?
12x3 cm fully erect, wish it to become much smaller. But I almost can't get hard anymore, so I'm practically impotent and always limp (4-5 cm).
Do you wear a chastity cage?
Yes, I'm permanently locked and I luv it, my useless tiny clittie feels so cozy and safe in it. The little cage only comes off for cleaning or during play, if the guy/gurl demands it. I've started with a really cute pink one years ago. But because I'm almost constantly limp now, my clitty always kept slipping out, so I switched to a realy small steel one.
Do you wear butt blugs, what size, how often, how long?
I train my boipussy several times a week with my favorite butt-plug to stay smooth and wide. It's dark pink, 14 cm long and 4,5 cm diameter, and I'm in love with it. I keep it in when I'm around the house or doing my chores, sometimes to work, and when I go dogging (perfect to stay gaped and ready for cock).
The longest time plugged was about 20 hours, I fell asleep with it, giggle...
To widen my asscunt even more, I started wearing an ass tunnel (MEO Ass Grommet, size M). It hurt a bit in the beginning, but now it allows me to stay permanently plugged.
Have you ever thought about castration?
Almost every day, I so much wish to have my useless balls cut off and stay limp forever. Hope it'll shrink my clitty to baby size, ahh wouldn't that look totally cute? But it's not easy to get it done here, due to German/EU laws. Talked to a urulogist about this once, he just gave me a strange look and said it's weird and he wouldn't do it, even if it was allowed.
Have you been bullied in school, how did you feel?
Oh boy, yes, and how bad. I got bullied all time for my slender frame, my girlish walk and my long blond hair. I was slaped, pinned-down and beaten-up, called queer, faggot and homo, mocked, laughed at and groped in the gym showers, encountered lots of swirlies. I was totally ashamed, embarrassed and frightened. I felt so worthless and inferior, I cried a lot and my anyway low self-esteem dropped to zero.
But slowly I began to accept my fate as an inevitable consequence of being weak and effeminate, and that I don't deserve any better. I still felt pathetic, but it didn't bother me that much anymore, it became a common part of my daily routine. In fact, after a while I discovered in shame that I got aroused by all the humiliation and pain, and I started to look forward and enjoy my daily torment.
In the end it turned me on so much, that I completely gave in to my depraved urges and voluntarily debased myself to please my bullies and drive them on, begging them to hit me, suck their cocks and piss in my mouth. Needless to say I became the laughing stock of my school.
Are you offended when I call you names like pussy, faggot, homo...?
Oh no, of course not. That's exactly what I am, so why not name it? To be honest, it really turns me on. You can call me anything you like, I'm pretty sure it suits me ;-)
What are your most kinky/dirty fetishes?
Being a public urinal (done), gang-bang (done), non-consensual abuse/**** (done), k9 (once), horsies (still to come, sigh...)
Are you into s**t/caviar play?
No, had to do it twice and didn't like it, but I do rimming quite often.
Do you take hormones?
I did few years ago, but unfortunately had to stop due to some health problems. I'm on herbal products now, but the effects are not as strong as hrt.
Do you like watersports, has anyone ever peed over you or in your mouth?
Oh yeah, I love to get pissed on, all over my body and in my slutty face. I got filled up with yummy nectar many times and eagerly swallowed every drop. Unfortunately not all guys are into it :-(
Do you like wearing diapers?
I often sleep in diapers/pajama pants (DryNites, they're soo cute) and wear them the whole day when they're soaked. It's such a thrill when in public, not knowing if they leak or people recognize. Wish to become incontinent one day.
Have you ever been gang-banged or violated?
I've had several gang-bangs, mostly with strangers at dogging spots (see my post 'My first sissy gangbang'). It was awesome every time, felt completely used and ruined afterwards.
I was forced to give head and do rim-jobs a few times and twice taken in the ass against my will, but I think you can't call it violation if you like it, uh?
Your most embarrassing moment?
When sneaking around campus one night, fully dressed in a slutty, skimpy outfit and fuck-me heels, and a guard caught me. He inspected me up and down for about a minute, then told me to lift my miniskirt and stroke my tiny pecker for him.
I was completely mortified and paralized, and just did what I was told. I stood there, jerked in the bright beam of his flashlight and felt so vulnerable, not knowing who else was watching me. Of course I was too scared and nervous to get hard, so after what seemed like eternity I finally spurt some small cummies. He turned around and just walked away, I don't know if he was disgusted or amused.
I felt totally ashamed and anxiously hurried to mince back to my car.
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