Catch up time

Not done one of these in a while so here goes. past few years have been a bit crap to be honest. As you all know I was living with my mum. she got into a relationship with one of the lodgers. but her mental heath has been in decline she would say and do things. for instants while we were relocated to hotel. last she told people that I didn't work and took d**gs and similar about her partner. i became the person they vented all their problems to things were really stressful. I got so low i thing it fucked up my friendship with eastern European girl who had been a good friend for years. She passed away last in February . Still living at home but its kind of my home now with her partner and one other guy.

Works been ok been working in retail for passed 4 years quite like the job. i'm kind of in a situation where i'm just going to work and coming home my social life. Isn't a thing and if i do go out its to the mall