Sometimes, Alphas want to be Betas. Part 1
I could not believe how good they felt, slipping them on for the first time. So young then and now so many years later, the desire to feel that way again had come boiling to the surface. Now, sliding them on, over my muscular calves, along my defined thighs. Pulling them up tight, over my ass. Stuffing my cock and balls into the sexy, tight fitting, lacey material. Feeling it rub and caress me. It was impossible not to feel amazing, almost girly, with a desire that seemed overwhelming. My big, muscular frame, it looked the opposite of how I sometimes wanted to feel.
All those locker rooms, all those Alpahs, all those swinging cocks. It's all testosterone and pheromones. Sometimes though, an Alpha dreams of being a Beta. A wonderful, taken, sissy, Beta. Thoughts of feeling strong hands on my waist, getting pushed and leaned over desk or couch or table. Sometimes, laying back on that table, holdng my legs to my chest, my boots in the air and feeling hard, thick dick so wonderfully, penetrate me. Yes, oh man, yes.
Always, "ON," always the Alpha, always the protector, it can seem so difficult to let go. To give in. Oh, I want to sometimes, though. To feel another man's passion, to feel his lips, to have mine on his. The passion between two men can be so strong! Stronger than, more incredible than that with a woman. Especially for those of us who keep their urges in check and hidden... To tell another man, "I want to suck your cock" Such simple words, in a simple sentence. Yet the meaning, the significance is so broad reaching, on so many different levels. Just to be able to let yourself give into it. To give into and to accept the need to pleasure another man. To let him pleasure you, as well. A man's ass, while different from a woman's, can be so very arousing and sexy, in it's own right, in it's own way. The feeling, the appreciation and admiration for a man's body had grown. It had spilled over and flooded my thoughts.
I had seen him around, but I did not know him. I did not think that he would come to a place like this. In a moment of sheer need, I had found myself in a gay bar. I just needed to be around guys that had similar desires. It felt amazing to be able to lust, openly. I don't know who saw who first, but our eyes meant in a moment of surprise, shock and understanding. I'm sure he had no idea about me either. Now, though, there was no hiding it, for either of us. My heart pounded and my pulse raced as we stood close and talked, thankfully, there was no talk about our careers. Just simple brushes against each other, simple touches. They were so electric! I could not hide my arousal. It was in nis eyes, too. We left together, both needing intimacy, both craving the body of another man.
Stepping out of my pants, I had no idea how he would respond. Lacy, girly panties clung to and craddled my muscular ass and pinned down my cock and balls. "You look sexy, babe." In his words, I felt complete. I knew right then that he could have me, if he wanted. I knew that I wanted him to fuck me. I could feel knees become weak as he moved closer. Oh, how I wanted him to kiss me. To take me in his strong arms and make love to me. "Come here, babe," he said, as his hands ran over my ass and his big tongue pushed into my mouth. My legs went weak! He squeezed and held my ass, making me feel so sexy and wanted. He seemed to kmow me, inside amd out. "Suck me, babe!" His hands on my broad shoulders, I wonderfully slid down to my knees for him. So much manly dick, I inhaled sharply at the sight. This was what I had dreamed about.
Running my lips along his length, I sighed and cooed with out knowing. "Yeah, that's nice." He put his hand on the back of my head, treating me like the sissy I was craving to be. My mouth pleasured his musky balls, licking them, sucking them, making love to them. My hand stroked his impressive shaft. I sucked on his cock's head. The taste of his precum seemed to make me tingle and melt, immediately addictive, immediately making me feel submissive. My own precum dripping cock had made my panties wet, feeling just so incredible. I sucked his cock until he told me to stand. Taking my hand, he lead me over to the bed. I layed down and as he got on top of me and I rubbed his muscular arms and shoulders. Our lips met again, making me moan. He grinded his hard cock against me as we kissed. I filled my hands with his ass, encouraging him. I spread my legs and wrapped them around him, leaving no doubt as to my desire. When he lifted, I pulled my muscular legs up higher and felt his stiff cock's head against my panty covered asshole. Without thinking, a "Yes," escaped my overwhelmed lips, then a moan as he pulled on and tore my panties, exposing my opening. Taking saliva from his mouth, he rubbed it on my hole and his cock. I could barely breathe, so filled with anticipation. I pulled my legs up tighter. He guided his tip against me and I pushed myself out, to accept him, to let him slide inside me and fill me. He sank into me, down to his balls. I gasped amd my eyes went wide. I held him close and tight, letting my opening adjust to him and allowing my mind process my emotions. His ear next to my lips, I whispered, "Yes."
Looking down at me, we kissed softly as he began to move his cock slowly in and out. Being under him, feeling his weight, his strong, muscular body on mine, it was what I had always craved. I felt so complete. He groaned, "Mmmm, you feel so good!" I moaned, "You feel amazing!" Pushing into me deeper, I could feel him pulse and throb before his pace quickened. I hed my legs, I so wonderfully let him take me and pound me as hard as he wanted. My panty clad, precum soaked cock felt so on edge, so close to cumming. Between his heavy breaths, he said, "I want you from behind, baby," as he pulled his big, amazing dick out of stretched and gaped hole. I quickly moved to get on all fours for him, just like a good sissy slut should. The sissy slut that I had always dreamed of being. I could not wait to feel him inside me again!
"Mmmm, fuck you look so good!" I could feel myself melt at his words. He hooked my panties and pulled them up tight, tearing them more. The sound they made, the sound of being taken, Tearing the material, tearing down my inhabitions, my will to keep any masculine role. "Yes, fuck me!!" I moaned out soflty, so very badly wanting him inside me again. Oh, his hands on me, grippping me, then hard dick penetrating me. "Yes!" I cried out, feeling him deep inside me, stretching me once more. "Yes, baby, fuck me." His wonderfuly grunts filled the air. Slapping sounds, his manly balls striking me with each and every thrust. So hard and deep, soon his breathing quickened. "Yes, baby, cum inside me!" As his grip on my waist tightened, I could feel more precum drip from my edged, panty held, dick. His grunts, his sounds, his letting out a moan, I felt the euphoric rush of his cum. I pushed back on his cock, taking his cum as deeply as I possibly could.
To be continued...
All those locker rooms, all those Alpahs, all those swinging cocks. It's all testosterone and pheromones. Sometimes though, an Alpha dreams of being a Beta. A wonderful, taken, sissy, Beta. Thoughts of feeling strong hands on my waist, getting pushed and leaned over desk or couch or table. Sometimes, laying back on that table, holdng my legs to my chest, my boots in the air and feeling hard, thick dick so wonderfully, penetrate me. Yes, oh man, yes.
Always, "ON," always the Alpha, always the protector, it can seem so difficult to let go. To give in. Oh, I want to sometimes, though. To feel another man's passion, to feel his lips, to have mine on his. The passion between two men can be so strong! Stronger than, more incredible than that with a woman. Especially for those of us who keep their urges in check and hidden... To tell another man, "I want to suck your cock" Such simple words, in a simple sentence. Yet the meaning, the significance is so broad reaching, on so many different levels. Just to be able to let yourself give into it. To give into and to accept the need to pleasure another man. To let him pleasure you, as well. A man's ass, while different from a woman's, can be so very arousing and sexy, in it's own right, in it's own way. The feeling, the appreciation and admiration for a man's body had grown. It had spilled over and flooded my thoughts.
I had seen him around, but I did not know him. I did not think that he would come to a place like this. In a moment of sheer need, I had found myself in a gay bar. I just needed to be around guys that had similar desires. It felt amazing to be able to lust, openly. I don't know who saw who first, but our eyes meant in a moment of surprise, shock and understanding. I'm sure he had no idea about me either. Now, though, there was no hiding it, for either of us. My heart pounded and my pulse raced as we stood close and talked, thankfully, there was no talk about our careers. Just simple brushes against each other, simple touches. They were so electric! I could not hide my arousal. It was in nis eyes, too. We left together, both needing intimacy, both craving the body of another man.
Stepping out of my pants, I had no idea how he would respond. Lacy, girly panties clung to and craddled my muscular ass and pinned down my cock and balls. "You look sexy, babe." In his words, I felt complete. I knew right then that he could have me, if he wanted. I knew that I wanted him to fuck me. I could feel knees become weak as he moved closer. Oh, how I wanted him to kiss me. To take me in his strong arms and make love to me. "Come here, babe," he said, as his hands ran over my ass and his big tongue pushed into my mouth. My legs went weak! He squeezed and held my ass, making me feel so sexy and wanted. He seemed to kmow me, inside amd out. "Suck me, babe!" His hands on my broad shoulders, I wonderfully slid down to my knees for him. So much manly dick, I inhaled sharply at the sight. This was what I had dreamed about.
Running my lips along his length, I sighed and cooed with out knowing. "Yeah, that's nice." He put his hand on the back of my head, treating me like the sissy I was craving to be. My mouth pleasured his musky balls, licking them, sucking them, making love to them. My hand stroked his impressive shaft. I sucked on his cock's head. The taste of his precum seemed to make me tingle and melt, immediately addictive, immediately making me feel submissive. My own precum dripping cock had made my panties wet, feeling just so incredible. I sucked his cock until he told me to stand. Taking my hand, he lead me over to the bed. I layed down and as he got on top of me and I rubbed his muscular arms and shoulders. Our lips met again, making me moan. He grinded his hard cock against me as we kissed. I filled my hands with his ass, encouraging him. I spread my legs and wrapped them around him, leaving no doubt as to my desire. When he lifted, I pulled my muscular legs up higher and felt his stiff cock's head against my panty covered asshole. Without thinking, a "Yes," escaped my overwhelmed lips, then a moan as he pulled on and tore my panties, exposing my opening. Taking saliva from his mouth, he rubbed it on my hole and his cock. I could barely breathe, so filled with anticipation. I pulled my legs up tighter. He guided his tip against me and I pushed myself out, to accept him, to let him slide inside me and fill me. He sank into me, down to his balls. I gasped amd my eyes went wide. I held him close and tight, letting my opening adjust to him and allowing my mind process my emotions. His ear next to my lips, I whispered, "Yes."
Looking down at me, we kissed softly as he began to move his cock slowly in and out. Being under him, feeling his weight, his strong, muscular body on mine, it was what I had always craved. I felt so complete. He groaned, "Mmmm, you feel so good!" I moaned, "You feel amazing!" Pushing into me deeper, I could feel him pulse and throb before his pace quickened. I hed my legs, I so wonderfully let him take me and pound me as hard as he wanted. My panty clad, precum soaked cock felt so on edge, so close to cumming. Between his heavy breaths, he said, "I want you from behind, baby," as he pulled his big, amazing dick out of stretched and gaped hole. I quickly moved to get on all fours for him, just like a good sissy slut should. The sissy slut that I had always dreamed of being. I could not wait to feel him inside me again!
"Mmmm, fuck you look so good!" I could feel myself melt at his words. He hooked my panties and pulled them up tight, tearing them more. The sound they made, the sound of being taken, Tearing the material, tearing down my inhabitions, my will to keep any masculine role. "Yes, fuck me!!" I moaned out soflty, so very badly wanting him inside me again. Oh, his hands on me, grippping me, then hard dick penetrating me. "Yes!" I cried out, feeling him deep inside me, stretching me once more. "Yes, baby, fuck me." His wonderfuly grunts filled the air. Slapping sounds, his manly balls striking me with each and every thrust. So hard and deep, soon his breathing quickened. "Yes, baby, cum inside me!" As his grip on my waist tightened, I could feel more precum drip from my edged, panty held, dick. His grunts, his sounds, his letting out a moan, I felt the euphoric rush of his cum. I pushed back on his cock, taking his cum as deeply as I possibly could.
To be continued...
9 月 前
