Everything was so new and exciting back then. The innocence of youth, conbined with the horniness of puberty. I had become so curious, so filled with need amd aching for a way to explore it. I certainly was the one to bring it up, but neither really objected... My friend Mark, I had somehow convinced him to get undressed. Looking back, I'm sure he had my same urges and needs. I'm sure that the prospect of having his cock touched, in anyway, was overpoweringfor him. Just like it was for me, just like it was for most boys our age. His cock looked so appealing to me, so sexy. I didn't understand… 阅读更多内容

"You're such a good fuck," words that to my mind were usually only said to a girl. I knew that I had been his sissy bitch all night, though. I couldn't object now. I wore his words with a sly smile. I wore them with a slutty, kinky pride. As he got dressed to go where ever it was that he needed to go, I got dressed having work in the morning. I didn't know if this was a one time thing or if there might possibly be more encounters. I could still taste his cum. I could still feel his cock in my sore and used ass. My masculine side seemed to be returning now that my hidden sissy side was fulfille… 阅读更多内容

"Your profile has you listed as Straight Curious," he wrote after looking at my profile page on agay dating app. To be fair, there where only three choices. He asked, "Have you ever sucked cock?" Just reading the words in a message made my cock twitch and my pulse race. Nothing had ever been more of a turn on for me than than doing that very thing. I answered back, "Yes." He asked, "Has a guy ever cummed in your mouth?" The memories came flooding back. Caressing his balls, sucking his big, hard shaft. Feeling the rush of his warm cum as it filled my mouth. That light headed, intoxicated tingle… 阅读更多内容

I breathed in his scent. So intoxicating for a man to take that in when now exploring his submissive, sissy side. My man's balls, empty and drained, were hanging and resting on my face. His flaccid cock, laying heavy on my forehead, I could not of been happier. Moments before I had been on my knees for him and loved it. Minutes after that, I was filled and fucked. We met in a gym only hours earlier. I was struck by his muscular, nude body. Shocked by the urges that well up inside me. "I love your cock," the words came ease, naturally. I rubbed my face on his sack and kissed and licked ever… 阅读更多内容

The older I get, the more and more difficult it has become to ignore and deny my urges. The thrill and raw sexuality of a beautiful, cumming cock. Those amazing encounters from my youth has only fed that burning desire for more. Now, someone reaching out from the past has brought it all flooding back. The forbidden excitement of male on male lust. The overpowering taboo lusts. The most intense orgasms, brought on by an older man. The drive to E's hotel was filled with questions, nerves and excitement. I felt like that teenager in his car, that very first time. Feeling the rush of his touch, g… 阅读更多内容

There really is something incredibly erotic and sensual about a cum spurting cock, isn't there?… 阅读更多内容

I never expected to hear from him again. You might remember, I have written about him a few times here in my posts. I refer to him as E. He was the older coworker that invited me to see a movies. Turned out that it was a drive in and he had a very specific plan in mimd. Before the movie had even started, he had hs hand on my leg. The sensation of his purposeful touch sent me reeling. A dizzying tingle rushed through my entire body and settled in my light headed, floating brain. I did not stop him, it felt so good on my sex starved teenage body. I could not even think straight. By the time his… 阅读更多内容

Sometimes, one can just want it so badly!… 阅读更多内容

I knew that I'd be in trouble before I even booked a reservation or flight. I have always loved shemales and ladyboys, borderline obsessed is probably more accurate. Asian ladyboys, achingly beautiful and sensual. For me, they are the perfect sexual being. I knew that I'd have little will power to resist my urges and lusts for them. Yet, I could not stop myself from planning a fantasy trip to Thailand, anyways. It is a beautiful country, but I was only going for one reason. I did my research. I located they areas of ladyboy interest. I even set in my mind my responses when taxi drivers asked… 阅读更多内容

I met Roc on a gay sex app. I felt attracted and drawn to his images and words immediately. He is Southeast Asian. Slim and slight in stature, yet muscular with a well defined frame, chest and arms. I had to leave behind any idea of men of his descent being smooth and hairless. He pictures showed off his very hairy chest, legs and ass. As we messaged each other, we learned what the other liked sexually and also about some our first gay encounters. Had we always known, or were there specific events that perhaps changed us? For me, the best, most exciting sexual encounters had always been with… 阅读更多内容

I honestly could not wait to start this post. Partially because I want to relive it, part because I want to tell about it and part to know that it was not just a fantasy. Some of you might know that I have been away for work for some time now. A smaller sized town, very conservative in nature. There just isn't much for an older man to do, especially if he is horny. So, yeah, I haven't had much luck or action in awhile and as most guys know, those urges can be so strong. Lusting for cock, lusting for girls or T-girls, it doesn't matter. Lately, I have been getting lost in gay porn. Big, beefy,… 阅读更多内容

"Hi Paul," a reader wrote, "I enjoyed, "A Closet Sissy." It made me want to share my story, also." My story could even be called, "For the Love of Facials." I was young, but already so curious. A friend and I found ourselves alone and horny with his father's Hustler magazine. I tried to hide how my eyes were drawn to the photos of the cock. Like other stories I have read, I too seem to fit somewhere in the middle of the spectrum. Not really attracted to other boys or men just yet. Not exactly gay yet, but I found cock such a turn on, so irresistible, so sexual. Not really having a plan, I… 阅读更多内容

A reader wrote me after reading the story, "In a Coach's Hands." He was inspired to have me write about his own similar experience... I was staying with an older, family friend and his wife. They had agreed to take me in because my family had moved several towns over. With me in my last year of school, we thought it better to just finish it out there, where I was. He was a high school coach, she was a pyhsical therapist. One afternoon, it was just the wife, Cathy, and I. She was attractive for her age, although I would not consider 32 old now, it was when I was 17. Dirty blond hair, a slim,… 阅读更多内容

Growing up in Europe, in the 90's and 2000's, porn was surprising ease to find and watch. Mostly Italian and French straight porn, but even some Italian Trans porn. All these videos began to open my eyes. Some of the feelings I had were so confusing, yet powerful. So often the lines of what was sexy and acceptable were blurred. So often sexual roles were openly and wonderfully blurred. The opening scene of La Contessa E L'orfanella. An older, stud, Christoph Clark, face down on a bed. His full, bare ass surprisingly lustful and sexual. A young woman lovingly sucks his cock, you can see her p… 阅读更多内容

I laid down on the PT table in my schools Coach's office. I had a sprain and he offered to try and help. I had no idea where it would lead... His touch felt good as he rubbed my neck and shoulders. "Here, let's get this off," he said as he carefully removed my shirt. As his hands moved over my chest, his thumbs brushed against my nipples. Deep, firm hands across my shoulders and chest. My eyes went wide as I felt myself, unexpectedly, start to get hard. There was no hiding it. I was so embarrassed, but didn't know what to do about it. "Oh, that's normal," he said, somewhat putting me at ease.… 阅读更多内容

I have always felt that need. From a young age, wanting to see a friend's cock. Asking to see it, asking to touch it, eventually, asking to suck it. The rush it gave me, so hard to describe. It was just the best, most erotic feeling. We sat in his TV room. I had touched him before, it seemed something that we both enjoyed. I knew that I wanted more, though, even way back then. First, I let my hand search him out, under the blanket. I had done this before, loving the way he felt as he got hard in my hand. Not just under his pants this time. His cock was out and free and as hard as stone. The ur… 阅读更多内容

I was 16 and in my families pick up truck. I had told them that I was going surfing, but had other plans this morning. A few days before, we had driven past an adult book store on the edge of our town. My eyes became fixed on it and the people standing around, out front. My mind raced, what could be in there? Who were the horny men outside? What were they waiting for? I had become so curious about cock. Seeing adult magazines, I had such powerful lusts well up inside me as I looked at the photos. Beautiful women, but even more so for the images of cock. I can't explain it, I only know how ex… 阅读更多内容

I love gay hook up sites. The perfect no-strings-attached way to "scratch that itch," when my girlfriend it out of town. One of the best things about them is that I can go looking for whatever it is that I am wanting at that particular time. I usually would just look for guys for oral. Yes, giving and getting. I found it the biggest thrill to be with someone who understood that need and to be able to give into it. Sitting in a car, hearing his soft moans as his lips glide up and down my shaft. Feeling my orgasm build. I always cum so hard with guys. Legs shaking, Earth trembling orgasms. The l… 阅读更多内容

I had never even heard of such a thing when I discovered one, by chance. A single line in an ad for a massage studio. A little research showed me that it was very similar to a gloryhole, but one were the guy lays down flat on a table and sticks his cock and balls through a hole in it, to be stroked, sucked and serviced. The ad also said "volunteers always welcomed." Volunteers? I knew that it could only mean one thing, you could volunteer to be in the bottom section of the table! For a shy, closet living, cock loving man, what could be better! A few message later, I began to understand how it… 阅读更多内容

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