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My first job was at a restaurant. I quickly became friends with several people there, especially with an older, black man. He was heavy set, friendly and with a warm smile, it was easy to like him. After work one night, we found ourselves alone in his car. He touched my leg. His touch was electric! A man's touch. I had never dreamed that it would feel so good. That it could make my whole body tingle with anticipation. That night, he gave me my first blowjob and it would turn out to open a flood gate of urges and exploration. I became excited to experience more. Another night, again, alone in h… 阅读更多内容

I could not believe how good they felt, slipping them on for the first time. So young then and now so many years later, the desire to feel that way again had come boiling to the surface. Now, sliding them on, over my muscular calves, along my defined thighs. Pulling them up tight, over my ass. Stuffing my cock and balls into the sexy, tight fitting, lacey material. Feeling it rub and caress me. It was impossible not to feel amazing, almost girly, with a desire that seemed overwhelming. My big, muscular frame, it looked the opposite of how I sometimes wanted to feel. All those locker rooms, al… 阅读更多内容

I love having gay sex I always have. It has just seemed so much more sensual and exciting. Sometimes, even more intimate. From a young age, the thrill and excitement of cock was overwhelming. To some, it can just be so alluring! My first was a friend, probably like many other boy's firsts. Both so filled with curious lust, he layed back and my desires took over. Touching him through his shorts, I could feel him begin to throb. My heart pounded! I could not explain my need, I only knew how badly the thought of cock turned me on. Now, touching him, touching it. I also knew that I wanted more. I… 阅读更多内容

For a friend... I have always loved wearing lingerie. The way it felt, the way it made me feel, so sexy and girly. It was the biggest turn on to wear it and imagine being with a man. Having him want me, to be desired. Private sessions turned into public outings. Of course, no one knew, but hidden under my clothes, the soft, sensual feel of it always made me feel sexy and incredible. The secret hidden pleasure of it. It heighten all my lusts. It made me crave cock. The thrill of it only made me want more. More of all of it. I started to dress up, from head to toe. Skin tight dresses, high he… 阅读更多内容

Getting an education into the kinkier side of gay sex. My first time was with a friend from school. I would of thought I'd of been more nervous. It was just that the urges were so strong. I was so ready, so curious. It was overwhelming. Having seen adult magazines, my attraction to and lust for cock seemed unending. Having memorized the pictures of girls getting facials, my desire to have those male pornstars cum on me too, seemed overpowering. I dreamed of feeling thick, hot ropes of sperm land on me, covering my face, filling my mouth. I had told him that I would try it, I would suck him, i… 阅读更多内容

When did you first know? When did you first know that you craved sex with another boy or with another man? The stories are so varied, yet so many share similarities. I love to hear to them, most are erotic and lust filled tales of discovery. The sensual first encounters of youth, college aged curiousity, or a middle aged longing, they all share that same, incredible excitement. Seeing other naked boys in the school locker room. Maybe feeeling a stir within, that you did not yet quite understand. Thinking about it, late at night and becoming aroused. Maybe, an older boy, whom you felt drawn to.… 阅读更多内容

I was older by the time I had gotten up enough nerve to try my first encounter with another guy. Immediately, his touch was so very different from a woman's. Charged and erotic, firm and with purpose. It was easy to just let go and melt into the massage table. His hands on my chest, oiled, warm and slick. Over my sensitive nipples, it's affect on me was instant. Earlier, he had me strip oit of my clothes and cover my self with a towel. I had not thought much of it. Now, there was no hiding how turned on he had made me. My erection throbbed and bounced, lifting the towel. Wonderfully, he contin… 阅读更多内容

For a reader... High School is a weird time in most peoples lives. Finding yourself, your wants, with a little bit of new found freedom to explore them. I was no different, but I think my High School experiences might be. I'm not exactly sure how some of these things came about, only where they led. I will just start from the beginning, that might be easier... I was lucky enough, or cursed, with having a beautiful older sister. Popular, Captain of her cheer squad, an All American Sweetheart. As most HS Cheerleaders everywhere, she had her pick of boys, because they were all drawn to her. The… 阅读更多内容

Inspired by a reader... I knew that I was going to be out of town in a few weeks and it made my thoughts simply race and my pulse quicken. The opportunities, the possiblity of living out my fantasies. I have always craved to be wanted by men and to pleasure them. More than that, I have always felt slightly, "Girly." Slightly feminine and it and my needs and desires have grown, as I had. Living as a man, yet so very deeply craving the experiences of a woman, I had aquired things to help me in my journey. Makeup, beautiful, sexy lingerie, tight dresses and high heeled shoes. Nothing made me fee… 阅读更多内容

Inspired by a reader... My whole life, I never would of considered myself a "sissy." I, for sure, would of never called myself one. Well, maybe, behind closed doors. As I got older, the desires and urges grew. They became stronger and my ability to fight them off and resist them lessened. Being older, it just feels so good to give into them, now. Of course, that does not mean that it was always the case. However, there were encounters with it, in my youth. The cravings, the lust filled thoughts, the yearning. The very first time was with some sort of relative, just a few years older than me.… 阅读更多内容

This was a few years ago, but still just so incredible to think about. It seems like every couple years, those familar urges and desires become just to strong to deny or resist. My path has been mostly straight, but with a few very sharp curves thrown in. This was one of those curves... My girl and I were at a beach resort. For various reasons, I knew that some of my days and evenings would be spent alone. With the beach so close by, I did not mind. I love the beach, it always makes me so horny. The sun, the sand, the surf, the smell of sun tan lotion. Of course, the beautiful, bikini clad gi… 阅读更多内容

While writing "The Pathfinder" story, so many memories came flooding back to me. There were of youth, they were of my best friend and the sexual explorations and discoveries that we shared together. Before anything at all happened, we were friends first. Maybe that was part of it being so special. He was a handsome and popular guy and he always had a girlfriend. I did ok back then, too. But, to my frustration, the girls never pursued me like they did him. Yet, he also always seemed to be slightly disinterested in them. Perhaps that should of been a sign. I see now, looking back, that I missed… 阅读更多内容

He seemed ashamed of his urges. I neither encourged them, nor condemned them. I simply provided an outlet to fulfill and express them, if he and others chose to. I will call him, "The Conflicted." He told me about how he had feelings towards his friend. He did not know if they were just his urges or if they were deeper feelings. Was it just his desire for cock, any cock, or was it just for his friend's? It can be so confusing. Added in are the pressures to ingore and suppress such desires, wherever they may come from. I could relate. It was a friend that first led me down my own path. He had e… 阅读更多内容

Grammar to High School. Part 2... It was a bit of a double life. On the outside, a straight High School athlete, getting girls and playing the part. On the inside, my heart and desires had started to belong to a boy. Because of those few amazing times we had spent alone and those few other quick hidden away, out of sight, moments, I think I had sort of fallen for him. My teenage brain and my relentless urges had me desiring nothing else more. I felt that the girls were only to keep up appearances. I only craved more moments alone with my beautiful Asian friend. Of course, it could of just bee… 阅读更多内容

I'm not sure how or when I started to get these feelings and desires. I was young, forsure, but were they always there or did something spark them? Did skinny dipping with friends in that lake trigger it, so many years before? Seeing smooth, fit bodies and hanging, swinging young manhoods. Did that do it? Was it in middle school, seeing a friend changing his clothes? His tan lines, his surprisingly shapely and attractive ass. I had never thought it could look so amazing and appealing. Passionate thoughts of sucking cock and of "making gay love" dominated my thoughts. Shortly after, getting a… 阅读更多内容

I remember it like it was yesterday. Grammar School, in the boys' bathroom, an Asian boy stood next to me. I thought he might be younger than me, but he was just smaller. He was one of only a handful in the school. "Your's looks different than mine." Even at that age, it was ingrained in me that boys don't look at other boys and they definitely were not supposed to be interested in them. Be it his culture or his upbringing, but he seemed to have none of that. "Here, look at mine," he said and he turned. We were the only two in the there and I guess I was curious. I looked to see his small, for… 阅读更多内容

Of course, now it seems crazy to think that he didn't know that I was sucking his cock. However, at the time, back then, I was not sure. Many nights as he slept, (or I thought he was asleep) the urge and desire was just too much. I would slowly, silently move over to him and gently work down his pajama bottoms to free his beautiful cock. He was always so wonderfully hard and the sensation of him on my lips sent erotic tingles through my whole body. It felt so good, it tasted so amazing. Each time, my desire for and love of sucking cock grew. Several times I sucked him, quitely in the dark, bu… 阅读更多内容

Inspired by a comment... I had recently heard about an incredible Adult Book Store a few towns away. The stories were amazing. Tales of straight and gay men, swinging couples, handjobs, blowjobs, anal sex and fucking. What a turn on the stories and reviews were! I had been thinking about gay sex more and more as I have gotten older and the thought of anonymously sucking cock was thrilling. It has long been a fantasy. I wanted to know what it feels like on my lips, how it tastes in my mouth. I already knew, I wanted to take a cock's cum. To feel it shoot in my mouth, to feel and taste it on my… 阅读更多内容

He kissed his way around and down my chest. I could feel my inhabitions melting away. His sexy mouth worked it's way back up and onto my neck... Of course, I knew why I was there with him. I had agreed to meet for sex, but this was unexpected, I guess. I assumed he would give me head and I might try it on him, too. This was more, this was kind of passionate and intimate. I had recently split from a woman that I had known for years. I guess I was curious about the other side. I had thought about it through the years, even watching gay porn from time to time. I guess, I kind of figured, "Why no… 阅读更多内容

He live in our neighborhood, but we did not know him. He went to a different school, he was not in our circle of friends. Maybe that is why the rumor started. Looking back, maybe the rumor wasn't even true. The rumor around the neighbor hood was that he got caught sucking cock. No one knew who the other guy was or even where it supposedly happened, but that didn't matter. The rumor spread. I was just such a horny teenager. To be honest, I guess I was curious about cock, too. Having seen pictures in magazines, the images stirred me. They brought up new and exciting desires in me. When no one… 阅读更多内容