By request... How could I of fallen so hard, so fast? The definition of love at first sight, I thought. Just so incredibly cute, she practically took my breath away the first time I saw her. The thing is, is that "she" was actually a "he." Although it did not change my attraction, it did not change my lust, I wondered how it might affect the relationship that I was now desperately wanting. We had exchanged phone numbers after that unforgettable evening. I had to try. Remebering her face, those lips, her slim waist and perfect ass, I had to try. With a lump in my throat, I dialed her number a… 阅读更多内容
School daze.
I felt it first in my teens. A teacher's husband had begun to introduce me to the pleasures of cock and of being with men. I was certainly an eager and willing student. First, touching my cock, arousing me, turning me on so. Those touches, they made my body feel so good, like I never nad experienced before. I remember becoming so very curious. Touching his cock was an awakening. Lusts seemed to spring up instantly. I so wanted to make him feel good, as he had done for me. I felt so drawn to his cock. We seemed to often find times and ways to be together. When he would say things like, "Oh, I c… 阅读更多内容
Reliving the fantasy.
I think it started out from a desire to have our cocks sucked, mostly. My friend and I came to an agreement of sorts, although I can not remember the conversation. I'd never admit it, but I was curious. Somehow, so curious about cock. After school, at his house, with no one else around, it was kind of an "I will if you will." I think we were both so excited, as only boys can be. If it was only to touch and suck each other's cocks, then why had we both stripped naked? I had messed around with girls before, but nothing had stirrred my arousal as much as that first time feeling his cock on my l… 阅读更多内容
How it started.
Innocent enough, at least on my part, especially in the beginning. He was much older, but I didn't think much bout that. It was just going to see a movie. He suggested a drive thru. Shortly after the film started, I felt his touch. It was positively electric. Erotic and with purpose, a touch I had never experienced before. Never thinking of a man this way before, yet his simply hand in my thigh made my cock rock hard. At that age, everything made me hard, to be fair, but it felt like pure pleasure. When he undid my pants, I could barely breathe. When his mouth engulfed me, my eyes rolled back.… 阅读更多内容
My friend's cock.
I was curious to try it. I had thought about it, masturbated to it. I wanted to suck cock. I don't know why the urge was so strong. I don't know why I found cock so alluring. My friend's cock, thick, sexy and appealing. I am not sure what, exactly led to it. However, seeing it, so close, I had no doubts. The greatest thrill of my young life, pressing my lips to it, taking it in my mouth. The taste, the sensation, the thrill... I loved it immediately. Feeling him get harder and harder as I sucked him. Gently, at first, then with driven purpose. His thick, girthy, young shaft. Filling my mouth… 阅读更多内容
A Rediscovery.
In college, horny and curious, I stumbled across an ad for a nude gay massage. I could of never been bold enough back then to seek out a gay encounter, although I craved it so. This seemed perfect, however, a professional. I could pay him to scratch that itch, to fill that need, without any kind of relationship. It was almost anonymous. It was perfect. Some kind of a middle eastern man, about 10 years older, I could tell from the picture in the ad. For a young man from Orange County, he seemed sexy, sensual and kind of exotic. I imagined his hands on me, I craved it. I imagined that maybe I c… 阅读更多内容
(Unfinished) Sissy Evolution.
He was smaller than me, slim, petite and almost a little feminine. I didn't push myself on him, but maybe I did nudge him a bit. At that age, I was such a walking erection. So horny, all the time. Maybe it was in part just wanting a mouth on me, just wanting to fuck so badly that it did not matter, boy or girl. Meeting up after school, I was so bold, asking him questions, gauging his reactions. I told him he could just try it, just to see if he likes it. I needed my cock sucked in the worst way possible! I think he was curious anyways, maybe he even wanted to do it. Before too long, I had my c… 阅读更多内容
For reader, Sissy4abbc...
My face was stinging. I could not believe that he had just slapped me. My shock and anger was quickly replaced, however. He was treating me like his bitch, but I realized that I was, in fact, exactly that. That it was actually what I knew and wanted. I was the one that sought him out on an online hook up site. I was the one there, on my knees, sucking his beautiful, big, black cock. I was not pleasing him enough. He wanted me to suck him harder, deeper. I deserved that slap. "Sorry, baby," I said as my eyes watered, and I gagged myself trying to take his huge cock deepe, into my throat. "Suck… 阅读更多内容
For reader, Tappanty...
For men of a certain age, being with another man can be even more thrilling and meaningful. Growing up in a different time, it just was so different than it is today. Having these urges, desires, needs and cravings were not talked about, let alone expressed, except by a lucky few and even then in very small circles. However, that is what makes it all the more passionate, all the more incredible. Knowing the taboo of it, yet giving into it. Your partner, mostly likely growing up in much the same way. He knows the lusts, he had to hide them. Again, that is what makes those moments all the more… 阅读更多内容
Acting 101
It was supposed to be an easy "A." A college class to round out the requirements, and little more. I had no idea where it would lead... Each person in the class took turns acting out scenes from a script, designed to take us out of our comfort zones. The instructor had assigned myself and another boy scenes from the play, "Beautiful Thing." I had no idea what it was about, at first. When I learned that the two boys would become lovers, I felt unsure, but needed the grade. Fast forward to acting it out... The scene had me leaned back against a wall. The other boy Tim, acted out his lines. He… 阅读更多内容
Taking that first step.
I had thought about it since I was young. I don't know why, but the idea of sucking cock has always been such a turn on to me. As I got older, much older, the desires, the cravings, only got stronger, kinkier. I had begun to crave things that I would not have before. Things like kissing another man, wanting to feel his warm cum load on my face and in my mouth. Even anal, never before, but now, I wanted to feel a man inside me. Watching porn as an older man had moved from "straight" and imagining what it would be like to be the girl, getting cock and cummed on, to sometimes watching hardcore "g… 阅读更多内容
The story of E.
I have written about my first gay sexual experiences before. In fact, after xhamster decided to erase everyone's personally written stories, it was one of the first that I recreated here, as a "Post," called, "My first experiences." I have hinted about where that first encounter led, but never really explored on here the full extent of it, the tenderness of his touch, the overwhelming arousal and pleasure... until now. I was young, I was just so caught up in this thrilling, amazing, seemingly surreal world of gay, interracial sex. Teenage, unrelenting need, and the lusts that came with it. T… 阅读更多内容
The Swing Life.
Honestly, my first marriage was probably a mistake. Too young and too soon into our relationship. It was a whirl wind of mind blowing sex and adventure, but at some point you have to land. You have to realize that there is more to it than that. We both were so insatiable, maybe even her more so! She had told me about her wild threesomes in college. MMF, MFF, they were intriging to me back then, even a turn on. It was not long before she suggested visiting a "Swing Party." I'd be less than truthful if I were to say that I was not interested. Actually, secretly, it was just the opposite. Maybe… 阅读更多内容
Craving ass. A short story.
It started in Jr. High School. In High School, it became a raging lust. I never expected to be so attracted to, so aroused by, the other boy's naked, bare asses. Unexpected, yet undeniable, I found that I had to look away while showering after P.E. to avoid getting erections. I wasn't gay, I did not like other boys, I did not exactly feel attracted to them, but those supple, firm, beautiful bottocks called to me. The seemed to hold my attention and arousal so much so that I, at times, felt uncontrollable. My desires seemed so strong, my urges sometimes seemed so overpowering. I think almost s… 阅读更多内容
Stan's Adult Store. A short story.
I had heard the stories, lot's of cock hungry women and men. I had to visit it for myself. Stan's is an adult book store. Known for it's video booths and theater, it was a place where anything was possible. I didn't even make it inside. Outside, in the small parking lot, my attention was drawn to the cars where strangers beckoned me. It was quit the ego boost. I younger man said hello. I said hello back. Before I knew it, we were standing close. Handsome and lustful, I found it easy to let our lips meet. Only the second man I had ever kissed, I felt myself get so impossibly hard, so quickly.… 阅读更多内容
Married takes cock. A short story.
I was too ashamed to do it face to face. My urges were so strong, they had been there for so long, but I was just to timid. Having been married for so long, it seemed that I shouldn't. I felt that I shouldn't, but I could not stop dreaming about it. Driving by an ABS, having heard the stories, I felt it was the way to feed my need. Anonymous, I could suck my first cock. Stepping through that door, that first time, I felt like all eyes were upon me. They weren't, though. They were all there for their own reasons, needs and urges. I made my way nervpusly to the back, where all the video booths… 阅读更多内容
High School Fantasy. A short story.
Truthfully, my desires had started years earlier. Having seen adult magazines, my eyes were always drawn to the imates of cock. No one told me too, it was just my instinct. It was what turned me on the most. I had thought about what it would be like to suck cock, to taste cum so many times that I had lost count. The desires, the urges, kept on building, they never went away. That particular night, I felt desperate for it. That was nothing new, but this night, the urge was even more powerful. It was too strong to deny. I was at my friends house, alone in his room. I knew how horny he was, we… 阅读更多内容
Getting Pimped.
It would be less than truthful of me to say that I did not know what was happening. It was just that it was all so new and so incredibly exciting and pleasurable. Honestly, I think I loved it. I have written about my "E" many times and I have hinted at it before, without admitting it. E, as I call him, was my first, for many things. A heavy set black man with a huge, beautiful cock, it was easy to give into it's power. E slowly, it seemed naturally and organically, started to pimp me out. First, it was just us. Slowly making me want his massive black dick in my mouth. His big tongue in my mo… 阅读更多内容
Preparing my Sissy, CD Pussy for Cock.
This post may not be for everyone. It is inspired by a reader and the infinitely beautiful and lickable asspussy of Lushiana. It had started so many years earlier. Before porn, years before my first sexual encounters. Alone, wondering what it would be like to feel another's touch. Running my hands over my body, pleasuring myself. In the dark, letting my finger tips run along my ass crack, letting them touch my tight and delicate hole. Older now and before I knew it, porn had taken over. I could not help but imagine what it would be like to be in those beautiful girl's positions. Taking and p… 阅读更多内容