My evolving open marriage
I got married soon after I turned 19 years old. I fell for a man who lived 5 houses down the street from the house I grew up in with my parents and siblings. He and his wife had been acquaintances of my parents and they had no c***dren. They were an older couple in their forties, and when I was 17 years old his wife died from a long illness. He and I developed a friendship, and when I turned 18 we became intimate. He was the first man I ever when all the way with. My parents didn't approve, and so we eloped. I moved into his house and we have been married ever since.
A few years and one c***d into our marriage, he confided in me that he was a voyeur at heart. In his first marriage, his wife would be intimate with other men and he would some times watch. He would get sexual satisfaction with the thought of other men being with his wife. The idea of sharing his wife. As I tried to process all this, he told me that it would please him immensely if I would be willing to adopt this type of lifestyle, or at least try it. He would tell me that sharing me would be especially a turn on since I only had intercourse with him up until this point in my life.. He said that I was too beautiful and desirable to greedily keep all to himself. He said that he felt that I had a deep desire to do this and that I would come to love and crave it. He believed that I had untapped sexual desires and needs that he wanted to help me explore.
Well, it took me about 7 months of thinking about it and his constant encouragement before I experienced my first extra marital encounter. He set it up and it was with one of his golf buddies. It was initially awkward, but the positive feedback that both he and my husband gave me made it a nice experience. In his eyes I became more desirable. As I slept with another couple of men, my husband really began to put me up on a pedestal. This arrangement was truly improving our marriage! Fast forward to now, I am thoroughly embracing and enjoying my affairs and the positive affects that it has on my marriage. I have grown sexually and in many other ways.
A few years and one c***d into our marriage, he confided in me that he was a voyeur at heart. In his first marriage, his wife would be intimate with other men and he would some times watch. He would get sexual satisfaction with the thought of other men being with his wife. The idea of sharing his wife. As I tried to process all this, he told me that it would please him immensely if I would be willing to adopt this type of lifestyle, or at least try it. He would tell me that sharing me would be especially a turn on since I only had intercourse with him up until this point in my life.. He said that I was too beautiful and desirable to greedily keep all to himself. He said that he felt that I had a deep desire to do this and that I would come to love and crave it. He believed that I had untapped sexual desires and needs that he wanted to help me explore.
Well, it took me about 7 months of thinking about it and his constant encouragement before I experienced my first extra marital encounter. He set it up and it was with one of his golf buddies. It was initially awkward, but the positive feedback that both he and my husband gave me made it a nice experience. In his eyes I became more desirable. As I slept with another couple of men, my husband really began to put me up on a pedestal. This arrangement was truly improving our marriage! Fast forward to now, I am thoroughly embracing and enjoying my affairs and the positive affects that it has on my marriage. I have grown sexually and in many other ways.
5 年 前
